Sabatacon

sitting in a corner telling myself you are alright your blood staining my hands. i sit in the ambulance crying piecing together your pain wondering where i lost you Beep.....Beep.....Beep your heart is still beating Beep.....Beep.....Beep my tears are still flowing i sit by you every night waiting for my friend to come back you awaken, not the girl i fell in love with someone else you've changed i try talking to you i try calling you i got more response from a corpse sitting in a corner telling myself your alright my blood staining my hands Beep.............................. no more pulse no more love no more friends

forgotten left on the side of the road walking towards an empty existence. trying my best not to cry stumbling, crawling, i keep trying to make it i find you. i find a shoulder to cry on i find a person to believe in i find love forgotten left on the side of the road walking towards an empty existence trying my best not to cry stumbling, crawling, i keep trying to make it i lost you i lost a shoulder to cry on i lost a person to believe in i lost love

I know there are a lot of those "how my day went" journals, but i can't think of anything else to write and i figured i might as well get the ball rolling. (i have some poetry two, but my realy journal is at my moms.) Today i stayed at home because my normal summer hang out got closed down. I used to go to the intel computer clubhouse in moore street. So i got to sleep in, and watch TV just about all day. fun. I would rather be working on some animations and pictures. in fact, all of the pictures on my profile where made at that place. and right now i cannot get a tablet of my own. i'm still trying to get my new OS working. i just got ubuntu