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Time to welcome back a state of mind I thought I had done away with before my father died.  

I am calling it hyper-sensitivity and fragility.  If I hear an angry voice in the street I burst into tears, if I see something even slightly sad in the media I collapse into a puddle of sobbing misery.

It is a very strange state of mind for me.  Until last year I had gone over 30 years without shedding a tear and in a strange way was proud of my self-control.  I now realise that I was deluding myself and was in fact repressing all sorts of pent up feelings.

The problem is I don't actually know how to deal with myself when I am like this as I can't remember how I coped when I was a teenager.
  • Listening to: The Prophet by Queen
  • Reading: Unseen Academicals
  • Eating: burnt offerings
  • Drinking: Cola


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Oraien Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the face!
FlutterDash75 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
UnicornReality Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch. :)
ReflectionsByIce Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2010
Thank-you for :+fav: on my Think Pink Angel :hug:
GreyCorbie Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2010   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favorites!
morpheus-kitten Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the favs again <3
StarFreedom Featured By Owner May 14, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the fave. =)

:hug: I appreciate it. ^.^
morpheus-kitten Featured By Owner May 8, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav and the dA watch ^__^
Duchesse101 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2010
Thanks for the fav! :D
Duchesse101 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2010
And the watch! :D
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