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Handwriting Meme Thing
i was bored and i have a horrible headache i did this to distract myself from it-

i should be doing homework, but i gave up on science so im just gonna go "i forgot" tomorrow instead of stressing more because fuck you and your science, i dont have the mental capacity to make a poster in 1 night

blank version: www.deviantart.com/the-green-b…
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Lil' Lily
she has like 4 other siblings save her 

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-The youngest of the McNamara fam (which consists of 2 parents that are barely there, Phillip who is a dumbass, Angelica who is a smartass, Gabriel who is precious, and Mason who is dead)
-She likes flowers more than humans
-Her siblings made her that sweater for her birthday
-She died when she was like 7
-The only one that can stop the McNamara siblings from murdering each other
-Really likes Micha (who is Gabe's boyf) but she is too shy to talk to him
-Which doesn't really matter since Micha doesn't like talking to humans either
-Gave Micha a flower crown once 

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you guys should have taken her away from me before i killed her, from that point on everything goes downhill

i drew this because Lily is special to me, and tomorrow is basically her birthday
why is she special? you shall not know uwu
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Unlovable (V)
February is the worst month

Around 11 months ago, in February, I met her
the 11 year old me would be looking forward to this moment
Well, sorry 6th grader kiddo, your fate is sitting in front of a laptop while trying to drown your mom's comments on your addiction that you know you already have and are trying to get rid of it but fuck nobody's with you on this, everyone around you, everyone you love and respect wants you to go down in life because you don't know how, you don't know where but you have let them down in some point and you have disappointed them and you don't know where you went wrong you don't knows what you're supposed to do because no one taught you how to deal with this and the supposed most important people in your life in society's eyes that are called your parents refuse to believe you are sad and call it hormones then shrug it off 

your teachers will glare at you, every time you get a question wrong, every time you stay silent, every time you don't understand something because how fucking dare you be a 12 year old that just wants to go to sleep how fucking dare you be a human being and have feelings how fucking dare you be a kid

it got better at some point, when you decided to try and convince yourself you liked that kid, when you tried to convince your classmates you had a crush on that boy in 6-D because you didn't want to hear them ask you if you were serious, you didn't want them to ask you, repeatedly, "how have you never loved someone?"... they stopped for a moment and you could breathe, you could feel like a human

until you got successful again

that bitch your close friend loves? you hate him, but you can't bring yourself to say that because it makes you happy when you see the love in her eyes towards that boy to the point you endure all that boy's comments on your grades, you listen to all the insults, all the times he tells you that you failed because you don't want the boy she truly loves to be sad, you listen to her complaints and you give her hope because SOMEONE around you deserves to be happy 

you ignore the comments, all of them, at least you convince yourself you do until one Wednesday night you break down into tears when all those comments flood into your mind, that Wednesday night after you listen to your family talk about your weird behavior, that Wednesday night where you try to numb your brain with the maximum volume music, because you want to sleep, but you can't, your throat hurts too much from yelling at everyone around you that tried to bring you down, it hurts from fighting back, it hurts from every question you had to answer

until 7th grade, then you give up
it's not fucking worth it anymore
you decide you're gonna suffocate in their memories
you decide you're gonna fight with your own inner voice telling you to argue back, but your other inner voice tells you to stop talking
so you do
you decide won't talk anymore
you're gonna smile and you're gonna answer that question
you're gonna listen to the comments, you won't fight back, you're gonna let them bring you down, you're gonna let her use you as a punching bag
you're gonna drown

I'm sorry, kid, I'm sorry I gave up on our dreams
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because i keep forgetting them

Fantazma;

Main story:

Ellen
Romeda
Gabriel
Micha
Persephone
Michelle
Silena
Sam
Lucky
Demi
Ivory
Aiden
Madison
Jayden
Luis
Mastema
Calla
Kath
Eanna
Zanna
Hannah
Felice
Lilith
Owen
Irene
Aki
Dreamer
Ivan
Isaac
Ana
Lucifer (yes i got the devil in my story fight me)
Mason
Phillip
Lilly
Angelica



Side story;
Ella
Max
Ilay
William
Emma
Wayne
Miranda
Alexander
Jessica
Jonathan
Iris
Nicholas
Mark

EDIT: do you ever just forget your entire fucking future arc

Future arc;

Ivy
Thirium
Zacharie
Zach (Strangely, they arent even related)
Shona
Valentino
Ace
Luca
Grace
Lloyd


Ghost Hunters Are Pyromaniacs;

Alice
Shun
Yuu
Lisa
That-Old-Man-No-One-Knows-The-Name-Of
Mary
Spoiler 

The Void;

04
Tessa
Adrie
Creator

there are characters that i forgot but for now the list is this
so far 69 characters (eyYYYYYYYYY-)
  • Listening to: songs my sister is forcing me to listen
  • Reading: the keyboard
  • Watching: nothing im blind
  • Playing: dead
  • Eating: my nails
  • Drinking: that sweet oxygen
Evelyn, Evelyn
also known as "J-shitheads"

jonathan (who will be referred as "john") used to have a pony tail but he looks cuter like this
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Jessica; (Left)
-Is older
-Had green eyes
-has her mom's curse
-likes to annoy john
-stole john's future boyfriend but someone stole him away from her too

John; (right)
-Younger but mature
-Is anorexic
-Also is trans
-"gODDAMNIT JESSICA STOP PLAYING WITH MY FUCKING HAIR"
-has his dad's curse
-is very gay

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theyre like 20 i guess
time to draw alexander who is a shithead

i randomly remembered them while listening to "evelyn, evelyn" for the first time 
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kanyiko Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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S-assyGhost Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome!
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WendigoZai Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy REALLY LATE bithday¡¡ : D
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S-assyGhost Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! (Don't worry about being late, it's ok : D )
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WendigoZai Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ALSO¡ thanks for the watch¡¡
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