Where. Do I. Begin...?
It's been a while, huh? About 6 or so months? Yeah, about that. I kinda went dark again, and didn't let you guys know about it, sooooooo.... here goes.
At my current point in life, I'm constantly struggling with trying to "adult". And being a 30-something year old, trying to find his place in the world while chasing their dreams and trying to please everyone close to them, I kinda got to the point where I failed on that. Hard. Early in life, I was among the generation that was told "When an opportunity presents itself, seize it!"; however, at the same time, we're also told, "Don't jump at every opportunity to do so. You'll only look like a fool!" Well, what the hell do you do when you're presented with both options? Kind of a "damned-if-you-do, damned-if-you-don't" situation, huh?
So I basically went on Auto-pilot for a bit, and ended up getting seriously depressed.
I didn't enjoy video games anymore, hadn't drawn anything in months. I barely talked to any of my friends and family, my wife included. The last time we spoke, she was in tears. I had to change things up. I had to stop making everyone happy.
So, I'm back where I started, but I'm a bit more focused on what I find is more important in life. My wife and my life. So, I'm starting to draw again, and I'm also working out again. My health is getting to a point where it's sending me subtle signals that I'm going to kill myself if I don't take care of myself, so I'm going to try to make an effort to work out on a regular basis, if anything. I'm going to start posting stuff on here again, but I'm also trying to build a presence on other social media too.
If you have accounts on these platforms, feel free to follow me there as well:
For those of you who stayed and were worried about me, I'm sorry I've been gone this long without a word. I needed some time to myself. For those who never noticed I was gone, but did notice my art (aka, my new watchers), hello and thanks for watching!
tldr; I needed a bit of R&R, but now I'm back, bitches! Let's get back at it!