that repeated over and over. I would have this dream, wake up, think "wow that was messed up", fall back asleep, and have the exact same dream again. This happened about 4 or 5 times in one night.
The dream always begins with me (a younger sister) and my older brother (not my actual older brother) laying on the ground at the very edge of an acreage property. There is a gate and bushy trees and its hot and dry and summertime. My brother says "we have to go back." and I start responding desperately like "are you crazy", "we cant go back there", etc.
We always end up walking back down the dirt road to a house (our house.)
The house is wooden and patched up and very large but old and rickety. The very memory of seeing this house makes me very afraid. My brother and I return to the house and attempt to "get through it", aka discover what happened to us the last dream around, to avoid or trap the abusive father, etc. In this way it plays like a video game, beginning at the edge of the