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MY DEAREST FRIENDS


First of all, I would like to apologize for such a long break without any signs of existence. I feel really bad that I left you all so sudden but a lot happened in my life past this year, really really a lot.
As you know back in August I had to find a job in order to help both of my parents who were after surgeries. I can happily guarantee that both my mother and father feel better now since they could take the rehab while I've been handling all things at home. I have also a job and when I finish my work I am usually too exhausted to do anything else, that is why I haven't drawn any picture for myself or commission since last year.
I am not only a T-shirt pattern designer but I am working on web elements and even preparing a concept art of various items and gadgets like patches or even knives.
Those are a lot of responsibilities.
There were many moments when I felt very depressed as an artist because I miss drawing so much, I miss colors, I miss fandom art.


And... this is the moment where I want to apologize you again.
I want to apologize for the fact that I simply don't know when I will be able to draw freely again. For sure I will be posting some updates here on DA from time to time, since I don't want to be forgotten by some really great people I met here, and I want still to accomplish the commissions that are waiting for those who ordered them long long time ago, however since I can't promise when I will be able to do this so I will probably start refunding you all. I will be contacting those of you who are still waiting and asking if you still are eager to wait for your commission or would you like to get a refund.


But...
There were also some good things that happened. 
I can tell you all with all pride that I will be an uncle. I will have a niece and I will try to place a spark of love for art in her soul.
This is also why I am so busy now since all my family is helping my sister to prepare for everything since it is only a month left until the birth day. 
Adding a driving licence learning session I am attending to, you can tell that my life became very busy.

Anyway...!
I want to be back, I need to be back. I don't want all of my passion and love for drawing to simply disappear.
All I can promise to myself and you all is that I will use every single free minute to come back as an artist and complete everything I still have here left.
I won't be reopening commissions, that is for sure. I mentioned it in my last entrance and sadly I really can't reopen it because it would literally kill me or leave in a hospital if I try to combine work with commissions. After I accomplish all remaining commissions, I will be drawing just for fun since I can forgive myself better if I take too long drawing for myself rather than leaving you all without your requests again.


I want to say once again that it took me very long to prepare what I wanted to tell you since I feel the guilt but I missed you guys so much and decided to finally come back to you.


Always your friend
Ruhisu.

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Tehwatever Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2018
Do not worry. Real life always puts you in situations where you would have to sacrifice something--a lot of things. I am very happy to hear that your parents are getting better. You are a good person to have put your loved ones above others and make their well being your priority. 

I understand that you feel like maybe you have abandoned a part of your life that you treasure, and I sincerely hope you can get back to doing the things you are passionate about. I wish you all the best.
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Cloudzapper8 Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2018
take the time you need i am happy to wait longer for the commission and that is good you are back on da
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CANTERLOCK Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I agree with the other person. At least you're not dead.
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Forrest-Everfree Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2018
Well I'm happy for you!! also very glad your not dead! 
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