Lately I’ve been taking a look at a lot of things. My ‘friends’, my work, my side projects, my family.
I’ve been so busy with everything else, I’ve let my relationships with my family suffer. I’m trying to fix that. And in doing so, I’ve become more patient with my daughter and appreciated my husband more and more every day.
Recently I was in the hospital, again. My heart issues and lung issues seem to be continually getting worse and worse. I was told this time that my lung issue was a passing illness, but considering I have already been in the ER once before for the same issue last year, I sincere
Pretty much looking at putting all personal Cosplay production on hold until I can lose weight. While I fully support the Anyone can Cosplay campaign, my depression is making it difficult for me to be happy with myself, and a lot of that stems from me needing to lose a rather substantial amount of weight for my heart and mental health. Getting sick and ending up in the ER twice last year did more damage to my heart and lungs than I realized and during the time I couldn't dance or exercise, I gained a lot of weight.
So to try and motivate myself, I need to lose weight before I can start cosplaying and creating...