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Lying here awake in bed
All these thoughts inside my head
Missing how it used to be
Everything was clear to me
Now my faith is swept aside
Distancing a better life
Can't somebody tell me why
This gets worse as time goes by
And I wanna be somebody else for a while
To maybe get a little relief
There is no escape from this relentless hell
Feels like it's got a grip on me
I can feel it coming soon
Scared to even leave this room
Pressure of my blood will rise
Got no help, I am hypnotized
Now I am panicking inside
Heart feels like it's paralyzed
Cried so much my eyes are dry
Sick of all the fear
I am screaming
And I wanna be somebody else for a while
To maybe get a little relief
There is no escape from this relentless hell
Feels like it's got a grip on me
Cause no one knows just what it's like
To live through such anxiety
Got to take a drug for all the pain
Just to get away from reality
I am so sick of it all
I just don't want to die
Without knowing why
Something has got a grip on me
Oh why has something got a grip on me
An uneasy mind
Why can't I just live a normal life
With no fear
No burdens that just bottle up inside
It's like nothing ever seems to just give in
I'm here still with the pain
And still I am asking why
Cause no one knows just what it's like
To live through such anxiety
Got to take a drug for all the pain
Just to get away from reality
I am so sick of it all
I just don't want to die
Without knowing why
Something has got a grip on me
Oh why has something got a grip on me
I wanted to be somebody else
All these thoughts inside my head
Missing how it used to be
Everything was clear to me
Now my faith is swept aside
Distancing a better life
Can't somebody tell me why
This gets worse as time goes by
And I wanna be somebody else for a while
To maybe get a little relief
There is no escape from this relentless hell
Feels like it's got a grip on me
I can feel it coming soon
Scared to even leave this room
Pressure of my blood will rise
Got no help, I am hypnotized
Now I am panicking inside
Heart feels like it's paralyzed
Cried so much my eyes are dry
Sick of all the fear
I am screaming
And I wanna be somebody else for a while
To maybe get a little relief
There is no escape from this relentless hell
Feels like it's got a grip on me
Cause no one knows just what it's like
To live through such anxiety
Got to take a drug for all the pain
Just to get away from reality
I am so sick of it all
I just don't want to die
Without knowing why
Something has got a grip on me
Oh why has something got a grip on me
An uneasy mind
Why can't I just live a normal life
With no fear
No burdens that just bottle up inside
It's like nothing ever seems to just give in
I'm here still with the pain
And still I am asking why
Cause no one knows just what it's like
To live through such anxiety
Got to take a drug for all the pain
Just to get away from reality
I am so sick of it all
I just don't want to die
Without knowing why
Something has got a grip on me
Oh why has something got a grip on me
I wanted to be somebody else
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