I haven't had a lonely spring, for years until now
Recently things had changed, and I endlessly just wonder how?
Night after night, day after day.
I wonder, I ponder, I cry, I pray.
I ask myself "why do things have to be this way?"
"Why can't things be as wonderful as the first day?"
I don't understand, and I may never.
How things could have lead to our bond's sever.
I hadn't committed a crime, or meant any harm.
Nor have I cheated on you with another's charm.
I have no guilt, to you my heart has spilt, on top of all the affection for you I had built.
I miss you, I want you, but don't necessarily need.
My heart is sore, it could be more, but you had to make it bleed.
Another thing that I may add, the overall lack of care just makes me sad.
Knowing how much love I gave and had, sometimes just makes me mad.
But you don't care anymore, I'm sure of that.
Even near the end of things you would refuse to chat.
I don't know why things ended so sour.
They didn't and don't have to, but that is i