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Promoting Positivity: Vol 16

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 23, 2019, 7:00 AM




Hello everyone! :wave:

Who is ready for another Promoting Positivity post? :D

Last Week

There have not been any new winners as of last week. Additionally, because there are no new problems, there won't be anything new to discuss. So, this week will be strictly art features and blog posts. 
I also had some issues in my life offline that I still have to take care of, so for my own mental health, I had to postpone the Intro to Digital Art post - I've realized it's more important to keep non-DA issues away from DA or it can cause chaos. I do apologize and will ensure that when it's finished, it is helpful to rookies, factually accurate, and includes everything a beginner to the digital art medium might need. Want to help me make this new series even better? Comment here!

This Week

Spring is here! :boogie: So, I want to know what are you looking forward to? I'm mostly looking forward to going home twice in April (once for my brother's birthday - his is April 5, but we'll both be visiting our home in Maryland the weekend after - and also for the holiday at the end of the month). Additionally, I'm super excited for the upcoming two anime, Fruits Basket and One Punch Man: Season 2. I'm so excited. How about you?

This Week's Theme Feature: Flowers

Contributed and courtesy of DasGhul and BellaGBear, who suggested Ryardn, MikesScribbles and LilAtisuto.
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And as per usual, have some I found courtesy of Rikkatan, Saraeustace91, ppinkugey, Mlgpirate01, RustyRu and thefirebomb.
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Next Week's Theme is...

"Spring"
How many of you saw that coming? :eyes:

This Week's Positive Posts!

Psst! I recommend you take Pokemon-fan-5000's advice. ;)
Keep thinking positiveHi everyone! Don’t let bad events in your life dictate how you feel, remember...
~Attitude is a choice. Happiness is a choice. Optimism is a choice. Kindness is a choice. Giving is a choice. Respect is a choice. Whatever choice you make makes you.~
~Instead of worrying about what you cannot control, shift your energy to what you can create.~
Take control of your happiness and keep on keeping on! :iconspazhugplz: :iconhugsplz: :iconhuggleplz:

Pets are really important. So, it's always good when they get help after what could be a serious issue. Just ask billygoatsgruff. :meow:
update on my cat (a positive one)Just gonna stop in and give a teeny update. We just picked him up from the vets yesterday; he was scheduled to have an echo done on his heart so they could determine if he either a) had a heart murmur, or b) if he was healthy/able to start steroid treatment for his GI issues. They found out that he has high blood pressure (I guess its frequently present with hyperthyroidism, which he has) so they also started him on meds for that as well. Hopefully, when all is said and done this will help clear up his GI issues and get him back to being his happy self. Hes lost a tiny bit of weight, but honestly I think its mostly tied to stress from the visits and overnight stays (but everyone at the clinic absolutely loves him!).
I've been running around this past week so my downtime/decompression has been just vegetating and watching netflix because that's about all I can mentally handle at the moment. My mom has not been taking this whole vet business well, so I've been having to act as lik

Here is something important to keep in mind: Some things require more than positivity. Having such a mindset is not always the answer. Sometimes we need to be angry or depressed because they are emotions that, when bottled up for too long, can cause harm to us. So don't be afraid to express all emotions. artbyamyk's post is an example of how positivity doesn't always work. All emotions are important. :hug:
Positivity isn't always the answer...As always this may be ignored... I just have to say it somewhere so I can delete it later.
SO, positivity isn't always the answer okay?!! It just isn't!
I know I sound bitter as hell. I am bitter. I am terrified that once I'm out of school I will just work my ass off for the rest of my life and not do anything. Waste my degree and die without doing anything. Like Fresh out of school come my and I'm just going to be working doing nothing else. Afraid my art will fall aside again. (Don't you dare tell me I will need to make it a priority I f*cking know BUT!!!)
But once I'm called out for being bitter for sound f*cking bitter, and that I need to stay positive and keep my feelers out for any and all opportunities, and that I currently have a good job that's paying me more than most college kids get, while I'm figuring it out. I KNOW I KNOW!!! Don't tell me it's going to take time and that I'm young. I have everything ahead of me. Life is what I make of it. Do you really think I'm that dens


That's all for this week! See you next time! :D
Until then!




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Hello! Thank you for coming! However, if you have come to look at my art, leave comments, helpful critiques, or praise, or even give me a llama, know this: I do not thank people for favorites or llamas. I find it to be a waste of time to say "Thank you for the fave(s)!". Instead, I repay anyone who gives me any sort of praise by going to their page and work instead; I find it's more useful to give back by appreciating your talent instead of just heading over to your page and commenting my thanks. I may not always comment or fave, but I do take a look if I have time. It can be more helpful in the long run! If you give me a llama, I will always give back as long as I'm able to. I appreciate every favorite, number of :points:, gift, and llama I receive. I just don't always comment because I find it better to show appreciation by focusing on you and your art skills, whatever they may be. I hope anyone who reads this message will understand. Thank you!






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I believe in and adopted Jack Skellington :heart: Rachel Terrora at AdoptAPairing!

1) Name: Rachel
2) Birthday: January 25th 1993
3) Art History: I am a self taught artist, which is probably why I'm not the best in the world. I decided that I must master regular art on my own, and then learn deeper stuff when I'm ready.
4) My favorite art category(ies): Fan Art, Digital Art, and Cartoons & Comics! I am a cartoonist and I read and draw a lot of fan stuff, so I think it fits! I would digitize my work, but my tablet is no good right now. :(
5) Favorite things to do: DeviantArt is life for me. I love the site...but also, I love drawing, writing, dancing, some singing, and some other stuff.

I don't know what else to say! But I will edit this soon...yeah! ^^

Current Residence: Georgia (I hate it. :|)
Favourite genre of music: Dance/Pop!
Favourite photographer: I'm not into this.
Favourite style of art: Fan Art!
Favourite character: Jack Skellington (TNBC), Sans (Undertale), and Shaden (mine)!
Personal Quote: "I am nothing like you or anyone else! Why? Because I strive to be different. You would think that a girl like me wants to be in the in crowd. I couldn't care less about that. I am weird and y'know, that's what makes me awesome!"




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Someone remind me to do a Deadpool Pikachu fusion. Thanks. 
I still can't use Clip Studio Paint because of an issue with the pen tool in the program and the company is taking forever to get back to me, so I'm using Paint Tool SAI for now.

Let me tell you...THIS IS HARD. Some things are backwards (like the zoom in/out) and I'm not used to others, but I'm managing. I do like how I can edit my lineart, but it can be frustrating. And because I'm more experimenting for now, the art isn't perfect. 

CSP is no good now so SAI it is - WIP by RTNightmare

Here, tho! Have a WIP of what I'm working on. I am still trying to decide how to shade. I'm probably going to switch angles and start other because right now, it looks like some of the shading is coming from behind (which I was experimenting with) while some is in the front. So I want to change that. We'll see. 
Please read all of the following before anything else.

Based off the results of this poll, most of the voters want me to share my new professional account.

Please know that this account is for art and my professional art career in art ONLY. I don't want any drama, any talk that is related to this account - all things on RTNightmare STAY on RTNightmare - and whatnot.

The new account is where all my best work will be, as I plan to showcase my improvement. It's also a commission account. I have finished my Terms of Service and Commission Listing. Additionally, I'm working on creating a professional art website using Wix. 

So, if you are willing to keep things professional on the new account, that's fine and I appreciate it. I know that on this account and others I've had, I haven't done a good job of staying out of trouble. But I refuse to do that with this new account and since I will be using both simultaneously (this one with Chrome and the new one with Firefox), it should be easier to work with both.

I will keep all the projects and community stuff on this account. The only thing the accounts will share is my best art, so please don't go over there and start talking about stuff that's only happening here. I will hide all comments that do that.

I might decide to have specific art that is only on the new account. We will see. 

Thank you for understanding and have a great day. See the comment section here for the username.
So many wonderful deviants have passed away recently and it’s so heartbreaking. So many of them had such a big impact and now, they’re gone. I’m in shock. 

I wish this world would stop being so cruel. I just hope that those who we’ve lost have gone to a better place and are truly at peace. 

Sweet dreams, dear ones. You will be missed. :rose: 
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh! My computer is being an ass. I don't know why this always happens but my computer tends to restart on it's own, and my tablet will often get screwed up in the process so I have to reinstall it. I hate it, but I don't have a choice.

So today, I also decided to see if there were any new updates. And there were, but those updates screwed it up so badly and now I'm FURIOUS! It's the program I use (Clip Studio Paint) and the only malfunction is the pen tools. And I looked up what to do and it was entirely unhelpful. So stupid.

So I'm looking for more updates and that's taking forever. But I'm so frustrated. I was going to draw. But now...

I hate this computer. It is constantly doing this and since I use an Artisul D10 instead of Wacom, the instructions aren't there. It's just so stupid. I hate this. I'm sick of having to reinstall this stupid tablet because my idiotic computer won't f*ing behave. And Daylight Savings is kicking my ass.

So much has happened in the last week and I just want to keel over and die (not really). Why can't life be easier? :noes: Sorry for ranting. But holy shit I've had a very hard week (Wednesday-Wednesday). It's just one thing after another and I'm pooped. :faint:
:B So I donít draw much porn. Like once in a blue moon. But a sketch I made of Sans with something specific was removed. Iím honestly surprised by that. Nudity is fine but erections arenít? Even drawings. Really. Thatís really dumb. But whatever. It was labeled as mature content to keep minors away, but fine. :/ I feel bad for artists who want to draw that but canít because DA policy doesnít allow that. Hmm... I wish Tumblr hadnít decided to ban NSFW. Sigh. Oh well. ^^;
Just a reminder to everyone with access: DA Eclipse is still a work in progress. If you have any suggestion, click your icon and select the Feedback option at the bottom. Eclipse will only get better if the community continues to give feedback. :D So please give feedback if you want things to improve and/or change.
So the reboot of Fruits Basket is coming next month so I rewatched the old one. The finale made me cry so hard. I used about eight tissues. Oh boy. ^^;
Anyway, Iím really excited for next month. Oh em gee! I totally didnít realize that Ayame Souma was voiced by the same VA as All Might. :XD: I cannot begin to explain how hilarious that is. But I can totally hear it in the dub! Lol.
IĎm so glad the VAs for Shigure and Kyo are coming back. I liked them the most (Shigure is hilarious) and Iím hoping that Yukiís VA does a better job this time around. It was kinda meh in the original dub. Touruís was a bit too, but considering that was 2001, they have had many years of VA practice.
Anyway, according to the internet, the dub is coming out the same time or around the same time as the original Japanese. I wish there would be an English dub trailer (if there is, link it to me please).
So many wonderful anime coming this year. And Fruits Basket 2019 is supposed to cover the full story. So it will have everything. Iím so glad. I didnít appreciate how the original anime ended without true closure.
Who else is stoked? :D
Oh wow. So I was feeling kinda sick earlier. I’m fine but dang, that’s where that tiredness came from. It was minor nausea and I am much better now. 

I will be getting the art for requests done tomorrow and hopefully also work on character designs too.

Oh, I’m working on Terms of Service for commissions and my own personal website on Wix so hopefully all that will be done before too long. That’s all tied to my new professional DA account. Note me if you’re interested in that. I’m still on here. I use Chrome for this account and Safari (phone) and Firefox (computer) for that so I don’t have to log in and out constantly. 

Anyway, I forgot to mention that in my status. I might decide to just post publicly what that new account is but I don’t want my past mistakes to hurt business on that new account. I’m already reposting works I’ve had here. I’ll keep that in mind. Feel free to share your opinion on that. 

Till next status. 
Oh man. I am so glad that I realized I would probably need to postpone Vol 15 of Promoting Positivity until the 16th or so because of some stuff I gotta do next Friday to Sunday. 

Anyway, I just finished the third phase of editing for the next chapter of OMAA so that I can at least schedule that on time for next week. 

And as for SlytherclawPadawan - I got your note and will get to that request soon. I just need to take a break. 

Goodness, I'm tired. I think maybe because the weekend just makes me tired. XD I've also been working on traditional sketches for Lord Sin and Lady Light (and kids) and it is so hard to get that right. 

I also am working on alternative outfits for GI Sans. I have one that's traditional but I have a tendency to make the head way to big for the body and it is so annoying. I don't know why I do that. It would be so much better if I didn't because I will not redo it because they look good except for that disproportion. Ugh! 

Anyway, I'm just "bleeeeegh" right now. XD I think I need a break. Later.
Just a reminder. I have a new account for professional art and if you want to know what it is, please note me. I want to keep it separate as much as possible because I want that account to be professional only, so if you want to know it, please don't share it. 
3 Hour Later: Stream is officially over! Thank you for watching!

I am going to go Live on YouTube soon. So if you are ready for that Stream, it will be happening soon. 

www.youtube.com/channel/UCcQMF…

I hope I did everything right. Anyway, head over there and I'll be live soon.
Just so everyone knows. I made a new account for professional use only. So if you see reposts of my art, it might be me. If you want access to that new account, note me.
I took a long break from Eclipse. So let's see if it is easier to use now. I'll update again when/if I can't continue to use it anymore and switch back to old DA.
Iím probably going to host a contest soon. I need a new icon. Large prizes will be included. Wanna join?
I find it fascinating whenever Japanese VA’s speak English for effect(?). It’s so interesting when it happens in anime. XD 

I wonder how the anime I’m currently watching is going to dub the lines for the part where English is supposedly being spoken. It can’t be the reverse. I’m so curious how they are going to make it work. 

I don’t know why this fascinates me. I wish learning other languages was easy for me. But it isn’t. So I only know English fluently. I know some words in other languages but I’m not fluent. 
THIS POST IS ABOUT LGBTQ+. IF YOU DO NOT SUPPORT LGBTQ+, I SUGGEST YOU NOT READ THIS BECAUSE IT DOES INCLUDE MY OPINIONS.



Y'know, I have been thinking about something sensitive for a while. I know I'm not very good at communicating effectively online. However, I think if I'm careful enough, I can explain this right. I would have posted this in the Forum, but it seemed like I was encouraged not to in the Forum Rules. I could easily have misinterpreted that. If I did, I'm sorry. So, let me begin:

A lot of people have issues with LGBTQ+ for many reasons, including things like upbringing, politics and religion. Some people don't like it because they cannot understand it. I have seen a lot of people just say that being X or loving Y is 'wrong'. I disagree - let me explain...

I was thinking about this one night and realized 'I don't understand this kind of love or feeling this kind of way about myself, but I don't need to because I can empathize with the desire to be myself and that is enough'. I realized that I would never fully understand people who are part of the LGBTQ+ community because I don't think the same way as them, but I can understand that they just want to love who they love and/or be who they feel they are, and that is okay.

It's interesting to me how simple that is. I am a girl in every sense (biologically and mentally) who doesn't want to date another girl - I'm straight, but I also have my own quirks when it comes to who I would date. And that is okay. I don't need to love X or feel like Y. But I see so many girls who do and a lot of them feel insecure and that breaks my heart because even though it's not a problem I have, I know how it feels to be insecure about something

It might seem naive, but that is the mindset that I feel so many people lack. Specifically, the people who are against LGBTQ+. I feel like these people don't want to try to understand because their religion, political views, or family demand they stay away from it. And that's really sad, but as long as they don't kick up a fuss about it, that's fine. 

People are scared of change and it's only recently that people who are part of LGBTQ+ began coming out and many are finally being accepted. And that's great. :D

I just wish there was a little less fear in the world so these people can go about their lives, be who they want, and love who they love without people pointing and telling them it's wrong. Because I don't think it is. If it was wrong, it wouldn't be a thing that exists at all.

If the creator of all this or whatever (because I'm anti-religion, sorry) didn't approve of LGBTQ+, would people who are a part of it not even exist? I doubt the creator of humanity would create humans like that just so other humans could point at them and be disgusted. I don't think it's a flaw either. I think it's a test for humanity to see if humanity can grow to accept different kinds of people and love, and stop spreading hatred. Humanity is getting better at that, but they have a long way to go.

And until humanity accepts it and isn't filled with so much chaos and hatred, I won't consider myself a part of humanity. It's that kind of hatred that made me shun having that origin. And while that might seem silly to you, I take it very seriously. I also know I'm not the first person who do this. I'm a person, but I refuse to call myself human while so many of the are inhumane

I apologize if this post makes you uncomfortable. I really wanted to share it with this community. If you unwatch me and/or block me because of these views, then that's your choice and I will respect it. I would like to have a discussion with anyone who is willing, provided it is respectful.
Okay, so I just finished the Phase 3 editing for OMAA. I have already done the first 2 phases of editing for all chapters a while ago and so I have routinely done Phase 3 of the current chapter a week before it is posted and the final phase, Phase 4, the day before or if I forget, the day of.

I do editing phases so that I'm away from the chapter for long enough that my brain is fresh. I just reread chapter 7 and did my edits and I think this is one of my favorite chapters for this particular fic. There's always stuff to edit in this story because I adjust the storytelling and add bits and pieces one week before and then smooth it out in the final phase of editing. 

For those of you wondering about UtS and CT, I might have to take a longer hiatus than I had planned. I have such a huge writer's block that I can only manage editing for OMAA and that's it. I can't write anything new. I can draw a lot (which you might have noticed if you watch me or look at my gallery) but I cannot push myself to write.

So if you're looking forward to UtS or CT, it might take longer because I ran out of juice. I know the endings for BOTH, but I cannot force the writing. It sucks, but that's how it is. I'm really sorry. I just can't force it.

I might do some one shots to try to motivate myself, but don't expect those stories. I WILL FINISH THEM! It just might take longer to do so. And I do apologize. :depressed:

But on a brighter note, I'll still be posting lots of art. :) And I'm going to try to collab with some people. 

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