Old Meets New

Old Noah (left) at the time was just seemingly an OC. However, soon into his ownership I got into e-RP with an ex friend. Noah remained a "normal guy" on the surface, yet was anything but. It was all a mask. In our e-RP Noah met a guy at a bar, found out he was bisexual, ran away from his 9-5 office life to pursue him, and all of this was me working my way through PTSD and traumas irl. He ushers out anyone or anything loving.

Between old and new is a Noah I rarely speak of. It was a dark time in my life when a lot of change was happening. I was bitter and fighting through a lot of things. Trying to make things work, but ultimately drowning in my sorrows just as dark magic Noah was.

New Noah (right) is an acceptance of not only myself, but moving on from people who are no longer in my life as they once were. My hypersexuality is a part of me and always will be, just as my PTSD is. Doesn't mean I have to be sad though. It's a happy, rejoicing moment to see I am not what I once was.

My sona being male is something kind of funny for me. My gender is a strange enigma online. The main reason my sona is a guy is mostly a comfort thing for me- cause of personal reasons. Doesn't help me being mistaken as a male online, lol.

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