I find it extremely hard to have conversations and try to help a guy who is in love with the girl I love. The girl I have loved longer than the guy has even known her. I find it hard to love her and have to watch her not love me back. Well, the romantic kind of love. She loves me back, but its not romantic. She was my best friend. I thought it was just something I could get over with pretty quickly. But as time went by, I seemed to love her more and more. As I fell for her deeper, I was getting hurt. Scraped knees and bruised hands. I fell and fell. Now I realize that I will never get the girl. She will never return the love I feel for her. S