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Star Ashley Cruz
July 25, 1992
Last Visit: 6 days ago
★half witch, half fairy
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Favorite visual artistJuan Luna, little miss paintbrush, Shiroi Ayame (Shiroi Room) and Jenni LyFavorite moviesthe nightmare before christmas, edward scissorhands, corpse bride, beetlejuiceFavorite TV showsaladdin, naruto, cardcaptor sakura, the simpsons, (too many to mention)Favorite bands / musical artistsavril lavigne, orianthi, New found glory, evanescence, the pretty reckless, Queen, greenday, def leppard, guns n roses, metallica, paramore, all time low, simple plan, vanilla sky, yellowcard (too many to mention)Favorite booksthe holy bible, if i stay, where she went, emily the strange series, (too many to mention)Favorite writersedgar allan poe, gayle forman, rainbow rowell, agatha christieFavorite gamesSailor moon, Sailor moon another story, Super Mario, Pokemon, Ganbare Goemon, Arcane Soul, Shadow blood, Honkai Impact 3 (too many to mention)Favorite gaming platformPS2, game boy, SNES, and their emulatorsTools of the Trademechanical and charcoal pencil, poster paint, inking pen, colored pens, colored pencilsOther Interestsplaying musical instruments, writing and composing songs and poetry
The artist in me. (about my other artistic aspirations.)
Part 1: musical arts
okay, so maybe I was a little overboard back there on the "rockstar" thing. more like a bedroom rockstar or a garage band type. ha!
so in the art of music, yours truly is very active as well!
I have been in a all-girl-rock band when I was in college. we were called the Trez mariaz.
Leah - drums Ban - bass Me - lead or rhythm and vocals
our drummer has more professional experience when it comes to band life because she doesn't only do gigs for fun but also make it out s a living back then. while me, I was sort of an amateur who had musical background because my dad and his family were musicians and singers. so I sorta have a musical bloodline. also, i used to be in the school choir. and lastly, our bassist, well... has no music related experience whatsoever but nonetheless were taught by our leader to play bass. after all she does love to rock anyway... and presto, you get the picture. we became a band!
but presently since we are busy with our lives, I have decided to continue my musical en devour by means of writing songs, making song covers and etc. the setting is my bedroom-turned-studio hence the term "bedroom rockstar"
well, i guess that concludes my lame attempt of rockstardom.
this is me on my youtube channel : www.youtube.com/c/StarAshleyCruz here's some sample covers.
if you have nothing better to do in life, you can subscribe to me.
Part 2: literary arts
I live and I will die but my words soar high written in skies of paper allowed me to live forever.
I love art. I also like the art of literature. When I don't have work, I do freelance writing for a living. this has been a hobby of mine as well.
if you happen to be interested in reading poetry and cool stories, you may read them in my wattpad profile. this is one of my books which is featured there MY USERNAME roxstarash (SAME USERNAME I USE HERE IN DEVIANTART)
this is only a sample of my written works. have fun!
here's some samples of my poetry in the book above:
sample 1: "Sea of Melancholy"
dedicated to my father. written last Dec. 1 2014
You may be no longer alive today,
But I wish you can hear me when I say,
That I love and miss you everyday,
And I wish that we'll all be united one day.
There is always this part of me,
Drowning deep in melancholy,
Only you can be that remedy,
But you are just a memory.
Daddy, daddy, I am sick,
Please come to my aid, very quick!
For life's difficulties are growing thick,
Like a ship, I hope I won't sink.
sample 2: "Rendevous"
dedicated to my father again written last Jan. 26 2015
My mother and my brother will never know,
The amount of tears that always flow
In my eyes as memories increase,
I just know that the pain will never cease.
I feel the gloom is heavily sinking in,
I drown in its depths, poison within.
I can't erase the picture of your hospital bed,
It's carved forever inside of my head.
For some people, death wouldn't matter,
But to me, it does and I miss you, my Father.
So for now, I'll just hold on to heaven's promises,
That someday we'll be together in its premises.
sample 3: "Never ending"
dedicated to my dearest Drew berry Written last feb. 6 2015
I'm not sure if this sounds naive But I hope and pray that we'll achieve A lifetime of love spent together, It's something that will surpass forever.
I know romance stands nothing against reality And it seems like I'm living in a fantasy. But as long as I'm lying in your arms, All I'm bound to hear is music, even if they're alarms.
I know these dreams and whims are dust But I hope our love will not rust. Even though we live here in this rotting earth And one day we'll return to its dirt.
All these thoughts made me realize That all relationships can be criticized But when people look at us they'll see That we stand united you and me.
I don't want our love to ever end, 'I love you' is a message I'll repeatedly send. Every second of our lives should be the beginning Of another love story that's never ending.
Let's make the best of what's here and now, And together get through this life somehow. Hold me dear, like you'll never let go And repeat everything in this poem tomorrow.
HERE ARE SOME OF MY OTHER BOOKS:
Currently, my book "In God's time" has more than 3000 reads. (yeah rock on. Baby!) so I just want to thank those supporters. Hey, maybe you can support me too?
feeling hopeless? desperate? lonely? afraid? Need help with your walk with God? I guess I'm taking prayer requests you can PM me via my various accts if I'm not available in deviantart. (for links to PM, see my profile)
I too experienced being inferior and human. knowing my limits, I submit everything to my Lord and savior.
O the blessedness to nestle like a child upon his breast; finding ever, as he promised perfect comfort, peace and rest
Amazing thought that God in flesh would take my place and bear my sin; that I guilty, a death-doomed soul, eternal life might win!
though danger lurks on every side, in Christ our Lord we will abide; our God is strong, our hope is sure- in him alone we are secure!