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(DESC) | yeah, its rei again. by Rosewood-Blaze (DESC) | yeah, its rei again. :iconrosewood-blaze:Rosewood-Blaze 5 9 (DESC.) | i give up by Rosewood-Blaze (DESC.) | i give up :iconrosewood-blaze:Rosewood-Blaze 5 0 (DESC) | O Boi, More Rei by Rosewood-Blaze (DESC) | O Boi, More Rei :iconrosewood-blaze:Rosewood-Blaze 6 4 (DESC) | Annatier Thing by Rosewood-Blaze (DESC) | Annatier Thing :iconrosewood-blaze:Rosewood-Blaze 14 3
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Who Is Rose To Me?
Who Is Rose To Me? Well, in essence, she's me, but better. Put simply, of course. But let's go into more detail.
I'm reserved, quiet, and boring with no confidence. I hate talking, even to my own friends and family.
Rose on the other hand, isn't apprehensive like me. However, I don't believe she would be classified as 'confident' either, really. She's more in the 'I don't give a fuck about anyone or anything' category, and less 'I really think I can do this!'. You start a conversation with her? She jumps in. No questions asked. She starts a conversation with you? It's not awkward or clunky... Like it is with me, in real life. But it might not be considered particularly friendly either, maybe. It certainly wouldn't be considered rude or unkind, though.
Stranger: *Reading*
Rose: *Walks up*
"Yo."
Stranger: *Looks up, mildly surprised*
"Oh, hi. What's up?"
Rose: *Shrugs*
"Not much. I just wanna know where the ____  is."
See what I mean? And that's just one tiny examp
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(DESC) | yeah, its rei again.
Made with: www.dolldivine.com/tattooed-ch…

I actually made this back in the beginning of June.
I hate that I made the bow have the same colors as the shirt. If I wasn't so lazy, I'd go remake it.

I don't think I ever mentioned this, but my break from drawing is supposed to be until the end of July; this month. I'll try to draw again by the 31st, and see how it makes me feel. Until then, I'm probably just going to keep doing silly stuff like this, because I'm obsessed with colors.
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(DESC.) | i give up
yes, it's another Reitanna dollmaker thing.
I'm starting to think that i genuinely have a problem at this point.

i made it with this: www.dressupgames.com/diana-dre…

im really bored, and not feeling well at all. just thought id upload something stupid. i actually made this on the 19th. I just started looking around my folders, and decided to upload this.
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(DESC) | O Boi, More Rei
Made with: kawaiigames.net/game/missanges…

I was sitting here bored as fuck, so I made the Reitanna version of the Annatier thing I uploaded before.
The colors were hard because of the awkward color palette in the game. Most of them aren't very saturated, and they're kind of pale. If I had it my way, the colors would be much better than they are, but I still think it looks good anyway.
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(DESC) | Annatier Thing
Made with: kawaiigames.net/game/missanges…

I edited the saturation of her yellow eye, replaced the other one with a cross-hair, and added eyelashes. I'm not particularly fond of them, but they'll do. I also made the shadows around her eyes more prominent.

Since I'm on a break from actually drawing anything for a while, I'm getting bored a lot more easily. So, as usual when I'm in a creative rut, I turn to dollmakers. I made a makeshift Anna and couldn't help but edit it.
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Who Is Rose To Me? Well, in essence, she's me, but better. Put simply, of course. But let's go into more detail.

I'm reserved, quiet, and boring with no confidence. I hate talking, even to my own friends and family.
Rose on the other hand, isn't apprehensive like me. However, I don't believe she would be classified as 'confident' either, really. She's more in the 'I don't give a fuck about anyone or anything' category, and less 'I really think I can do this!'. You start a conversation with her? She jumps in. No questions asked. She starts a conversation with you? It's not awkward or clunky... Like it is with me, in real life. But it might not be considered particularly friendly either, maybe. It certainly wouldn't be considered rude or unkind, though.

Stranger: *Reading*

Rose: *Walks up*
"Yo."

Stranger: *Looks up, mildly surprised*
"Oh, hi. What's up?"

Rose: *Shrugs*
"Not much. I just wanna know where the ____  is."

See what I mean? And that's just one tiny example. See how calm she was? How she cut right to the chase, but not in a rushed way? That's what I don't have, but wish I did. I know this might not show much, but I can assure you, that I am way bad when dealing with people.
I wish I could be cool as a cucumber; know how to talk to people in a normal, natural way that isn't off-putting. But I can't do that. I'm an awkward freak. I SUCK at talking to people. But Rose is totally cool with it on most occasions, though she really doesn't like doing it - just like me. But unlike me, she can compose herself, and speak in such a way that people aren't put off and don't wanna listen.

Aside from just generally knowing how to compose herself, she's also clever and funny, and is willing to make jokes and say things that even I wouldn't. And in real life, I'm known for being blunt. But my character, Rose, takes that aspect of me to a whole new level. She doesn't give a shit; not a single stray fuck in the world about what people think of her. She wants to tell an offensive joke in front of a whole gaggle of people? She'll do it. She wants to walk up to a stranger and give them a rather saucy compliment? She'll do that. Anything and everything that I am too afraid to say to people, she can say. Even in moments where talking is the last thing on her mind to do, she is capable of doing so. It may even be more taxing for her to do than me, because that would mean that she can put on a better act than me; a fantastic poker face. She doesn't like lying, but if she knows that she needs to deliver a joke or compliment with confidence, solely so that it can land, she'll at least put on as nice of a smile as she can to do it with. Because I, in real life, like to make people laugh, and I even use comedy and jokes as a coping mechanism for my Depression. I just wish I had the confidence to do it right.

Anyway - moving away from the doom and gloom before it starts, I also feel like she would be... At least a little more attractive than me. But just a little. Like, I am for sure overweight. By quite a few pounds. But the thing is... I do not wear it well. At all. It's all in my belly and thighs, and nowhere else. Arms, legs and face? Healthy lookin. Anything other than those? Obese beluga whale covered in stretch marks. And probably because of the extra fat, I sweat far more than I should, even under very mild circumstances. I don't even have to do much physical activity to start sweating enough for a whole active football team's worth of dudes. It's awful.
I have a big-ass nose, too. You know that weird oblong triangle shape you get when you cut a square from corner to corner? That's basically my nose, except with bumps.
I also have crooked teeth and an overbite.
I've got really frizzy, thick, fluffy hair that's REALLY annoying. It comes with chronic dandruff, too. I got snowy peaks in the summer, then. Oh yeah, I got fatass fuzzy caterpillar eyebrows too.
Rose, however, is chubby in a curvaceous way, and not in a way that makes her look like she has a body type that resembles an over-sized mutant pear with toothpicks for limbs. Like I do.
Her eyebrows also don't look like she was born without them and had to loosely tape butchered gorilla hair in place of eyebrows like mine do. So there's that.
Her nose doesn't resemble that of Louis Griffin, but instead is properly proportioned, like I wish mine was. Her hair is a lot thinner than mine, as well. But it's still a little frizzy and fluffy, but it doesn't look like she shaved a coked up black sheep and stuck the wool on her head. Like mine does. She does share my sharp canines and crooked pinkies, though.

Why did I write this? Well, I got really bored. This whole not drawing thing has made me think about doing other things. Like writing, for instance. But even though I wanna write some stuff, I can never find the drive to try. I get full of anxiety every time I think about writing.
I've really thought about writing more stories with Rose, Mary, Star, Synthia, Lily, and maybe even Taylor. I just haven't had any ideas. But I fear that even if I had any, I wouldn't be able to bring myself to write them out of fear of it being shit. I still haven't gotten over that part of me, yet. You know, where I don't do anything out of fear of being awful. Even though my logical brain knows that people always suck at doing shit that they... Y'know... Never do? Lol.

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Roses are red
Violets are blue
My art is shit
And I am too

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I'm not good at explaining who I am as a person, so you'd probably learn more about me just from skimming through my interests rather than read a bio, even if I could write a good one. Lol. But I'm gonna try.

So hi, I'm Abagail. But I prefer to be called either Abby, or Rose. I have Generalized Anxiety, Clinical Depression, and Social Anxiety. I'm absolutely terrible at conversing with others; stranger or loved one. Social interactions are absolutely terrifying and exhausting for me, and I often make a fool of myself when I say just about anything. I also have stunted social development because of a not-so-great upbringing, so often times I tend to say things inappropriate in certain situations, and react in certain ways to certain things that people may find offensive, or out of line. It's a bad habit of mine that I've been working on for a while, but I haven't gotten very far yet.

I highly recommend that you do NOT watch me, just because I either watched you, and/or favorited your stuff. It is not appreciated, and it actually very much annoys me. I mean, unless you WANT your inbox to be filled with mediocre-at-best art and meaningless rants, then fine. Go ahead and give me a watch.

I tend to be apathetic and blunt on occasion, though my intentions aren't ill. If you wanna know if something I said was meant to be mean or not, just ask me. Clearing up a misunderstanding is worth having the same question asked all the time.

Most of the time I'm either being awkward and self-deprecating, or agitated and self-deprecating. Basically, I make fun of myself all the time. I also rant a lot, so there's probably a lot of things here that you either won't, or don't give a single shit about.
I also cuss like a sailor, even when I'm not even being aggressive.
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Rosewood-Blaze Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks :hug: :heart:
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JustALittleAmerican Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Instead of saying something nice to you,
or thank you back,
I'll just show you this weird thing I found.
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Like, what?
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Rosewood-Blaze Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
That emote is a bigger mess than life

Thank you for that :>
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wotawota Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Dear Abagail, as always, from a bottom of my heart,
I wish you A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Lots of love!!
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Rosewood-Blaze Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you very, very much :heart: :la: :hug:
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wotawota Featured By Owner 5 days ago
You are absolutely most welcome!!!
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Thank YOU for all the support!!!
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StormDragon-MLP Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!
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Rosewood-Blaze Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks man :heart: :hug:
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CodyPups Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2019  Student Digital Artist
happy early b-day!!
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