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This is not my body

This is not my body. These are not my feelings. I'm trapped in a prison. I want freedom. I'm chained against my will. I want this nightmare to end. I'm exhausted. I'm drowning in my tears. A monster has me enslaved. I don't want to feed it anymore. It's too powerful. I'd rather die than live like this. I don't want to suffer anymore. I'm terrified. I feel like puking. Someone please save me from this misery. I don't want to die. It doesn't actually feel good. I don't belong in this body. The real me is just floating somewhere inside my head. I'm too tired to be angry. I just want to be me. But I don't know who that me is.

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This is not my body

This is not my body. These are not my feelings. I'm trapped in a prison. I want freedom. I'm chained against my will. I want this nightmare to end. I'm exhausted. I'm drowning in my tears. A monster has me enslaved. I don't want to feed it anymore. It's too powerful. I'd rather die than live like this. I don't want to suffer anymore. I'm terrified. I feel like puking. Someone please save me from this misery. I don't want to die. It doesn't actually feel good. I don't belong in this body. The real me is just floating somewhere inside my head. I'm too tired to be angry. I just want to be me. But I don't know who that me is.

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Seraph

From day one, his voice captured my heart and I was raptured up in a vision for a glimpse of the special place where he resides in heaven. His voice has made me forget the mundanity and cruelty of life on Earth. His existence has kindled the darkest crevices of my being. His carefully and divinely hand-carved cherubic countenance reminds me that he's tasked with an important cause; To use his golden heart, his genuinely gentle smile, and his soul-soothing and spine-numbing bass, and tender vocals to illuminate and heal this world that is blanketed by fog and darkness and is overwhelmed with suffering and sorrow. Though he is but a fallib

Best Works

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Stamps - Animated

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Icons - Animated

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Stamps - Static

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Icons - Static

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Theory about how Eggman became a villain

No villain becomes one abnormally without some kind of horrid past (unless it were an accident, as with the case of Ovi Kintobor) and I think the Doctor is no exception. There were a couple of times that show how rough his life is. For two examples, AoStH Robotnik’s mother, Momma Robotnik, is meaner, crueler and more ruthless than he is. Also, it was hinted at that Boom Eggman had mommy issues and wanted to impress his oppressive father. Both examples lead me to believe that perhaps the main-game Eggman had an abusive dad growing up and never knew his mom because she passed away. It's an odd conclusion to make, I know, but hear me out.

Sonic Discussions

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Why I hate the term 'true gamer'

WARNING: THIS POST CONTAINS OPINIONS There is extreme negativity within the gaming community concerning the what gamers truly are and as a result, those who identify as such criticize each other based on what they play. This criticism particularly targets mobile gamers and the games themselves as if they were mindless zombies caught in the crosshairs and it just isn’t right. It does not matter what devices you prefer, you're a gamer if you enjoy gaming - even if you play a crap ton of mobile games. These are more accessible than consoles and sometimes even PCs - as there are more people who own mobile devices than computers - the games

Literature

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Drawings

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Photos

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Frostfire the Kannik Ref (Repost)

Made By Others

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A game concept idea I call SimEverything

I’m sure this idea isn’t new but I want to share it anyways. I was thinking about what my ideal “Sims” game would be like, which led me to thinking about how cool it’d be if all the simulator aspects were all rolled into one, much like how you could build a city then control a helicopter and save people in that city (I can’t remember what game it was, I’ve tried looking for it). So I came up with an idea in my head as to how this would work but it might be a bit messy. So the main aspect is creating a household of one Sim (but the player could give them a family if they wanted to) that will act as li

Misc -Main Folder-

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Proof of Abuse 3

Scraps

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