Hello guys and gals. How did your summer go by? Hope you are great!
I'm spamming here a lot of text for the urge need to sound off.
First of all, on the one hand it was one of the worst months ever in my life, in August I finally reached a peak of problems I could handle by myself! Ha-ha... As a result of all my
, I was diagnosed a severe depressive episode... and it sucks. Although I'm trying to get out of it, it is too early to talk about any progress so far.
Sadly, this has influenced my art a lot. I began to draw worse, not because my "eye got better" and I just saw my mistakes, no. I draw physically worse than 3-4 months ago, that doesn't add happiness to my life.
On the other hand I've got a DD and this is amazing! I'm really speechless and absolutely have no idea what to say. I'm honored to get DD on my Keep it together
! This brought to me a lot of new great people, huge amount of sweet and kind words had been said. I'm sincerely grateful for all this attention.
I simply can't express myself properly, as nowadays I don't feel any happy emotions. I know I should, because this is insane and unbelievable (I couldn't even imagine that I ever get a DD), but I physically can't. So I would like to say sorry to those, whom I haven't give attention they desired. I even still have not thanked DanielaIvanova
for the suggestion and for LenamoArt
for featuring me. I'm so sorry for that and thank you for such a great opportunity, you are awesome
Special thanks to you guys for all this incredible love and support!
The last issue I'd like to talk about, is the quality of my art. I don't know how long this dark side
of my life will last and I would like to apologize for being inconsistent or for my too dark art or even for my art being below the usual quality. I rely on your understanding.