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125 Questions

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 3, 2017, 11:33 PM

My cute friend aspienpastels did this and I can't sleep so yeah

1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
I guess lmao

2) Was your last relationship a mistake?
....Probably tbh?? It lasted a week and I was really hurt when it ended, I was a pretty emotional wreck for a while. And even though I say I want another relationship, idk if I could ever actually do it, it sounds a lot easier and safer to stay alone. It's been years and I still can't really see myself having a crush on/being in love with someone again. I envy people who can haha.

3) Do you believe in God?
Nope. Despite the efforts of my whole family, God, the afterlife, and all that other stuff sounds like complete bullshit to me. Sorry.

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
.....Daaaad? I think it was Dad, I can't remember if he went to bed before I went down to say goodnight to my dogs lmao

5) Do you regret it?
Nahhhhh he's alright I guess

6) Have you ever been depressed?
I haven't been to school for three weeks because I've been too depressed to get out of bed and too anxious to leave my room let alone the house

7) Have a best friend?
Probably CartoonCaster21  or flowerpower71 ? Most of my IRL friends either live too far away to see them regularly and the others can be really mean to me and don't answer me half the time tbh

8) Are you a boy or girl?
Currently I'm in one of my transboy phases but I identify as agender like, 99% of the time

9) What is your relationship status?
Single, and I'll probably stay that way if I'n being honest lmao

10) How do you want to die?
Preferably alone after overdosing on a bottle of pills in probably five years because I'm not gonna amount to anything and my medication doesn't do squat

11) What did you last eat?

Some sour cream and onion chips

12) Like to go on walks?

Only if Seamus, Luna, Darby, and Grimmie come with me.

13) Do you bite your nails?

No, but I pick at them with my other nails; it's a nervous habit I developed while I had braces and now I only bite my fingers to get rid of hangnails if I can't find my clippers pr as a sort of form of self harm.

14) When was your last physical fight
I don't even know tbh

15) Do you have an attitude?

God no I can't even attempt being assertive

16) Do you like someone?
No, and I honestly don't think I will again. Nor do I want to.

17) Whats your real name?
None of your goddamn business. I want to change it anyway.

19) Are you gonna get high later?
Pfft even if I wanted to I doubt it would help.

20) Do you hate anyone right now?
I hate a lot of people.

21) Do you miss someone?

Not unless animals count. I do have a friend that just left on a mission but tbh I don't know if I wanna be friends anymore.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl. How do people eat cut spaghetti???

23) Do you tan a lot?
God no, I look like a vampire.

24) Have any pets?
Yes! Seamus, a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel, Luna, a Chiweenie, Zuko, a betta fish, and a pond of fish <3

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Like hell. Why do you ask? 

26) Ever eaten food in the car while you or someone else is driving?
Only when other people are driving. Driving myself makes me so anxious I feel like vomiting and immediately passing out.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
I've never even had a first kiss. I don't like it when people touch me.

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Probably not. Like I said, at this point I think I'd rather stay alone.

29) Are you scared of spiders?
Hell no, spiders are adorable.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
It's the same pain at a different time why would I

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
I regret myself.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Hopefully I'll get to see Coco with a friend who lives a few hours away ;7; Her culture is the one being portrayed in the film so I wanna see it with her to find out her thoughts ;7;

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an E?
I haven't kissed anyone period

35) Do you type fast?
I got sixty words a minute with no errors when my Computer Science teacher made us test it in 9th grade. It was the highest score, my friend sitting next to me was pissed.

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
I just have my earlobes pierced (I only worked up the courage to do that this September) but I don't think I want any more piercings. Tattoos, on the other hand....

37) Want any more?
Naaahh no other piercings really appeal to me if I'm being honest. Plus most piercings are facial piercings and I hate my face lmao

38) Can you spell well?

My family asks me how to spell shit all the time because I'm the best at it haha

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Wasn't this Question 21

40) What are you craving right now?
Nothing I hardly ever eat or feel hungry

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
No, I don't even really go to parties anymore they're too stressful

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
You don't live in my family without riding a horse and nearly getting your father killed when it drags him around on the ground because he won't let go of the rope seeing as you're still on the thing

44) Kissed someone in a pickup truck?
How many more questions am I gonna have to answer with "I've never kissed anyone"?

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Probably, I'm a huge bitch

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
I don't care either way at this point

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

Probably. I cried a lot over my one significant ex and I think my reaction to the breakup upset them haha

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I am single pringle, master of depression who can not find the energy to keep their living environment clean. No one should want to live with me to begin with.

50) What should you be doing?
Sleeping. It's two minutes past midnight.

51) What's irritating you right now?

It's fucking freezing in this house.

52) Have you ever liked someone?
Way back in the day

53) Does somebody love you?

God I hope not; it's not like I'm gonna be around for 55 more years

54) What is your favorite color?
Really digging pinks and blues atm 

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

Not unless taking a shirt that was over another shirt off counts

57) Do you have trust issues?
Does Trump have tiny hands

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
No. I don't think they know it though.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
They probably think I'm an annoying, attention seeking bitch. If they think anything more positive then no way lmao

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?

My doctor when I went to get my depression and anxiety update done

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
I don't really do second chances tbh even though most people besides myself deserve them haha

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?

I'd rather drop people out of my life, makes things easier later

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Hell no

67) What was your childhood nickname?
It had Blue Eyes in it.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
God no I hate my body

69) Do you think you're a good person?

I think I'm the scum of the earth and I need to get over my cowardice and let everyone else enjoy life without me. So no.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

I believe I'm a mistake so I'm pretty sure that's a no.

71) What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Scrolled through Pinterest and wrote some of my Undertale fic.

73) What is bothering you?
Everything about myself as a person. Also I'm broke and still have a bunch of Christmas presents to buy.

74) Have you ever been out of the country?

I went to Mexico when I was three but I don't remember much.

75) Do you play the Wii?
Occasionally. I haven't picked it up in a while because I only play Smash Bros and I can't play with the kid who used to play with me when we visited an old teacher. 

76) Are you listening to music right now?

Yeah, I've got the Napstablook MegaMix playing on a YouTube tab in the background.

77) Do you like Chinese food?
It's fine I guess.

78) Do you know your father's birthday?

I better, I buy him a present every year.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
The dark is my sanctuary. Fuck the light. 

81) Are you mean?
Yes. I'm the meanest person I know.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?

I own like three pairs of shoes and none of them are white.

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?
What do you mean, 81 was pretty personal. Or did you just expect people to lie?

84) Do you believe in true love?
Pfft fuck no

85) Are you proud of the person you've become?

God no, why do you think I'm such a suicidal piece of garbage

86) Do you like the outside?

89) Are you currently bored?

90) Do you wanna get married?

No, and no one in their right mind would marry me anyway. 

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
No, it creeps me out.

92) Are you hungry?
No. I never feel hungry tbh, I went a day and a half without eating last week and only gave in because I was dizzy.

93) Do you have a bank account?
Just a savings account.

94) What makes you happy?

I haven't been happy in years. The best I've got is not feeling anything.

95) Would you change your name?

If I could find something I liked, yeah.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
No, but even though I hate the cold I want to.

98) Do you watch the news?
I hate my life enough without it but I do it anyway when it's actual news

99) What's your zodiac sign?

100) Do you like Subway?
My friends hate me because Subway is like, the only "fast food" place I ever wanna go to.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
Once again, never kissed anyone.

102) Your best friend of the opposite gender likes you, what do you do?

Stare at them in confusion

103) Do you talk like your friends?
I don't think so

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
This is like, my thing

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite gender who you can act your complete self?
I don't act like my complete self with anyone except myself

107) Who is the last guy you talked to?
My dad

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
I can't stand the smell but I also don't have a significant other so whatevs

109) Do you go to church?
Why would an atheist go to church

110) What's going on between you and your best friend?
Pfft have you met me no one considers me their best friend and I'm a complete loner

111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I don't even remember

113) Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
God I want so many tattoos

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?

115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?

Pink, blue, maybe silver?

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?
I'd probably jump in front of a moving truck and kill myself

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Night. Fuck getting up in the morning.

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again?
What have I been saying this whole questionnaire lmao

119) Do you want to please everyone?

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

121) Has someone ever made you a promise and broken it?
That's what I expect every time someone makes me a promise tbh

122) Are you alone?
Yes. In every sense of the word.

123) Do you have any siblings?
A younger sister and I hate her.

124) Did you speak to your father today?

125) How many months until your birthday?
10 I think, I'm tired and I can't math

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CartoonCaster21 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awww baby!! :hug: I learnt a few new things - you're not scared of spiders?! That is a power 
flowerpower71 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2017
Coco is such an amazing movie! I'm in the middle of writing a fanfic for it, actually. ;w;
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