Rikimaru2004

Matt Thomas

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Growing Up by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Growing Up

Growing Up Living my life The way I want The way I choose And no matter what I encounter, I shall overcome it As every birthday goes by I feel stronger And more like the person I am Not what I strived to be when I was younger Childhood fantasies leave my mind For they were never to be The thought of being a superhero And always getting the girl Who would have thought I would have gone on an emotional journey Realising who I really was A shock to the system And I cannot say that it was easy But I am who I am and I love it At the age of sweet 16 I have been my true self for 2 years now Loving every moment of it And searchin

Emotion by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Emotion

"Emotion" Emotions make us who we are Theres too many to explain Anger, Fear, Love and Hate Are just a few I can name Life is too complex to put In words or even in thoughts Different things can change your life And life is just too short So many things will come and go Some things may even stay These things though may be bad things But who am I to say People try to lump emotions In a few categories But thats just wrong just live your life And leave others alone, please!

Love by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Love

"Love" I always thought i knew What true love really was But that was until i met you Now I know how love really feels when it's true The love we share between us I hope we never part For i feel something special's here I always feel warm when i see you're here You're such a wonderful person I've never been so in love So here's a small gift from me To show you just a small part of how i feel ~Riki~

Letters by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Letters

"Letters" Here in my heart Are my feelings for you And i spill them out onto paper To put them in words and spell out a letter And now to start I want you to be mine And i bleed my feelings for you To put them in words and spell out a letter Now to continue I see you in a picture It melts my heart onto paper And puts it in words and spells out a letter To finally end this My feelings are strong for you I have pulled out my heart and I read it And I wrote down what was on it to spell out this letter ~Riki~

The Stage by Rikimaru2004, literature

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The Stage

"The Stage" I look onto the stage from the side Before I go on I just feel so alive I hear the crowd talking and waiting The nerves are so great, I feel just like fainting I walk out on stage i look at the crowd They dont quite see me as theyre talking to loud I grab their attention by making some noise They look to the stage and on comes the boys They pick up their axes and turn on their amps The nerves still build up my skin starts to get damp We play the first song and the nerves go away When we all started playing we wanted to go on all day The crowd clap their hands and shout out for more Ive never been more proud of myself

Furtopia by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Furtopia

"Furtopia" Looking on google for something to draw Showed me a picture I've not seen before It had me intrested I looked a bit further I found this cool website Called furtopia I looked at the art, i looked at it in awe I tried drawing something I'd not drawn before Tho i struggled a bit So i joined in the forums To ask for some help And advice from some of them They gave me some tips as to what to draw As to who I am inside's what to draw The spirit inside From a previous life Is what i believe The lion was right I joined in the topics and posted my views On issues, problems and how we are used As insult material As we'

Tribute To Mander by Rikimaru2004, literature

Bored by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Bored

"Bored" Sitting on my chair Staring at the screen Waiting for something to happen Something wierd and obscene Looking around my bedroom For something to do Putting on a crappy film Or watch a TV show or two Looking around the internet For something good to draw Found the furry inside me And wanted to learn more Learnt about the spirit inside Lives on from a previous life Inspired me for art and poems And found new friends to ease my strife ~Riki~

Rage by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Rage

"Rage" I cannot take the anger It eats me up inside My rage grows ever stronger The rage i cannot hide I cannot take it anymore I have to let it out The anger bottled up inside I need to scream and shout The ones who point and laugh at me I want to kill them all I want to stab them in the back And watch their bodies fall My friend who cuts her wrists at night Over absolutely nothing at all I really whish i could be there for her So that she does'nt fall My friends flashbacks are eating her I try my best to help But all i can offer is words that comfort It feels like reading a book off my shelf The first time i am meeting

Friends by Rikimaru2004, literature

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Friends

"Friends" Helping me up when i fall down to be the ones to step in when the world has stepped out The ones who are kind and the ones who are fun whenever im in trouble they never will run I can tell them my problems my secrets and truth i can tell them everything and that what i do My friends are so dear i love them so much my friends are so great i love them so much my friends are the best i love them so much my friends dont betray me theyre soft to my touch i would die for my friends and they would die for me we are so so close closer than people see ~Riki~

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: England
Favourite genre of music: RAWK!
Favourite photographer: Neokai Tiger. Simply Kick ass photography
Favourite cartoon character: SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS IS A LEGEND!
Personal Quote: "I was standing on the brink of insanity...you guessed it...I jumped" ^.^

Favourite Movies

The Neon Genesis Evangelion Anime series

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Too many lol

Favourite Writers

BlueFox is the greatest poet ever!

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy Games, Resident Evil games, Silent Hill games

Tools of the Trade

Pencil, rubber, colouring pencils and an overactive imagination

Other Interests

Lots of em

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Rikimaru2004

Mar 5, 2005

New start, new ID!

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yeah i havent updated this in a while so im changing my ID and im having a fresh start. I'm really starting to get into photography so there'll be lots of photos popping up every now and then. new ID is mattwise. hope anyone that was watching me reads this and checks out the new site.

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Rikimaru2004

Nov 4, 2004

Band problems (warning long rant)

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well this has been eating me up for days and i fucking hate it! so im gonna rant on a lot in this, the thing is its all about one person though. and the guy is like one of my best friends which is even worse. well basically the bassist/singer in the band i am in is acting like an ass. first off to my belief he is musically retarded to be blunt. he cant play the bass and sing at the same time, or it takes him ages to anyway. he doesnt put the effort into playing the bass at all. he writes so many lyrics that 90% of it is shit and the 10% that is half decent aint amazing. he has one or two good ideas but not a lot. he seems to think we all hav

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Rikimaru2004

Sep 14, 2004

College well underway!

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well well last wednesday i started college and my first week has gone better than i thought it would. It was a bit awkward at first as i really didnt know anyone in my classes. Though that changed i got chatting with a few people in my classes. And there are some INCREDIBLY hot guys there, all the ones i made friends with are straight though and it really sucks cuz i see them a lot of the time. But i guess it dont really matter. Im fully enjoying all the subjects i chose, in Media, were making a short comedy film and that is hilarious. In graphics were doing this cool thing about expressing your personality on a postcard. In English well wer