Recently, I saw someone ask me, "will you draw more pictures about the death note?"
The answer is yes, absolutely yes.
I know the death note is no longer in vogue, and many people who used to love it have left and moved to other works.
But I'm not.
I'm a stubborn and persistent person.
I can love someone for ten years, even if he doesn't exist. As long as he's him, he's nobody else, I love him—Mello.
The first time I picked up a paintbrush is because of him, then I promise that the last painting of my life is about him，too.
For him, I started from zero until I became a professional digital painter.You know, I used to be an accountant.
At that time, I never thought my life would be so different. I thought I would be an accountant all my life, and I believed it.
It all changed for the first time when I painted him.
I suddenly realized that if I continued to paint, I could see him in my paintings.
I want to see him.
I want to see him all the time.
So I kept drawing until I became a professional painter.
It sounds really magical.
I was laughed at by others, I was despised by others. They think my pay is stupid.
It doesn't matter. I never care about what outsiders think of me. I just want to do what I want to do.
I want to paint, so go paint.
I ran along the road, and they didn't know what Mello meant to me. I pushed the barrier along the way, and I became a professional for him to make a better picture of him.
Am I out of my mind?
This is me, and I think the pain I've been through is worth it. I see my inner desire, it's real.
It was Mello who showed me the way of painting, and if it wasn't for him, I'd still be doing boring accountancy, and I wouldn't know what real happiness was.
Like now, because of love, I'm going to explore more possibilities and try to make more progress.
Every day I love him more, I would order him to do the best I can.
I have a whole new world because of Mello.
So you don't have to ask me again："will you draw more pictures about the death note?"
Because there's always only one answer: yes.
The rest of my life, I will Continue draw more Death Note,more Mello Near Matt L light.
It's all because of Mello, and it's going to end with Mello. In the last painting of my life, Mello will be there.
I will take the love and effort of my whole life to draw the last him in my life.
And then there's no more me in this world.
To all the people until now still deeply in love with the death note:
at any time, as long as the site is still alive, you can come to see me at any time, I always have something new about it, maybe you would like to see.I wish you all happiness. I love you all.