(READ DESC) I finally went to the doctor..!!

‼️ This is gonna be bit of a long read—but it might be important incase you're doing stuff with me such as ArtTrades, commissions, ect. ‼️

Alright, remember this post awhile back? This one ➡︎ https://www.deviantart.com/ribbyrigel/status-update/BOI-my-chest-where-my-1225758060

Well.. It has been getting worse over time, like I got severe chest pain when I was walking back home with my grandma (from dad's side) after going to my favorite Asian restaurant—I literally COULDN'T walk and I immediately laid down after coming home, and no.. I'm 100% it wasn't anything in the food. I eat at that restaurant all the time and the only thing I ever felt after eating is pure comfort and joy!

And school started a day ago and on the VERY first day one of the teachers (don't remember which one) I couldn't stand up once more and I felt my chest closing in and this extreme discomfort took over my body—had to ask my teacher if I could excuse myself to the bathroom. also guess what? SAME THING HAPPENED AGAIN THAT DAY WHEN ME, MY MOM AND SISTER WERE SHOPPING FOR CLOTHING ☠️

Now I got that out the way—just today, I was finally able to go to the doctor! Wanna guess what I have..? If it wasn't obvious by the drawing, IT'S ANEMIA! I almost thought it was angina but Ive misheard ☠️

I'm not sure what's exactly the cause for why I have this condition.. But I think the two most obvious factors could be that It's genetics—as my mom said herself she has the same condition (yet she scolds me everytime I complain about being in pain when she does the same ALL THE FUCKING time and Im not being mean to her about it!) Or that I'm constantly in stress like Luna said when I describe my symptoms to her before going to the doctor 🙇🏽‍♂️

Now that I'm actually diagnosed with wrong with my body lately—I can see why my bones/body feels tremely weak, even to the point I can't bring myself to draw sometimes and I just want to lay down ;;

I have several ArtTrade/character commissions I have to finish however it's getting hard for me Xp I may start implementing new rules that if I'm seemingly busy with other art exchanges (atleast over 5-8), I don't want anyone to bother me or asking—because I can't resist having stuff I like being drawn! ;_;/nm and obviously because of my body becoming weaker by the second as I've mentioned before

But yea, thats what I wanted to say—hope you all understand! I'm still trying to finish doing work with others but im gonna go on vacation in a few days 😅 thank you for anyone who read this far, I love you all 💗