RhymeFox95

Even when my works show Progress to my other works years ago, I don't feel satisfied with that result.
I have so many things in my Head I want to create.  
Things I want to show you, but where to begin?

First of all I need experience in other areas of art, maybe mixed media stuff? I'm pretty curious and I want to Play with computer programs to create things. Little shortfilms or Videos would be nice, but these years of collecting experience isn't just done in one or two Days....Maybe I need a little bit patience. Until I am in a Level I can make Videos I will still create on traditional base. Maybe try another materials?

The other thing is the popular topic "Artstyle". 
I redraw other artists for years and search for the one creative spark to get productive by myself. Maybe I'm afraid to make something on my own, because I'm a pretty hard teacher to myself.

Do you have any experience in that area? How do/did you get started to be creative on your own?

I just saw other professional Artists and they said, you always have your own artstyle when you create.
You always getting better at art and get more and more the Artist you want to be. And your style to draw is how you see the World and the things in it.
Maybe you have one or two Artists that are like an Idol to you. Maybe they have a great and beautiful way to draw and you want to be like them. Draw like them.
You can always train to draw like them but something will Change their style in yours. Because your way to draw will influence "their" style in your Pictures. In Years you will see the results. Maybe some things like eyes or hands have a Little bit influence from These Artists you wanted to be years ago.