Today this extraordinary woman is no more, but I haven't lost her, she will always be with me, because she has a special place in my heart and memory. Farewell, Tamro!

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Love Really is PainAnd yet you face still invades my mind always there just watching making me scream cries of lust and pain. Shall I end my life now or shall I endure countless mornings and nights screaming out of madness and love or should I just resist, become cold and unfeeling.Oh curse this confusion and pain be this natural or forced what I ask you what?
for everyone who needs to beif you were the stars,
then i'd be the darkness,
surrounding you in my embrace.
if you were the darkness,
then i'd be the moon,
near enough to be comforting.
if you were the moon,
then i'd be a cloud,
rising to you, kissing your face.
if you were a cloud,
then i'd be the sun,
warming you with my adoring gaze.
if you were the sun,
then i'd be the sea,
reflecting the beauty I see in you.
if you were the sea,
then i'd be the wind,
caressing, whispering 'i love you's.
if you were the wind,
then i'd be the trees,
singing you songs about forever.
if you were the trees,
then i'd be the Earth,
nurturing you, feeding your dreams.
if you were the Earth,
then i'd be the stars,
shining bright for you to wish upon.
DiscoveryNo more fantasies to live in
Everything that was kept inside
Hidden from the world
Too horrible and dangerous
to feel
I'm setting it free
I unlocked it's cage
to know my true self
There's no going back now
I have to survive
the haunting dreams
the tidal wave of hate
the selfdestructive blackouts
To become the person I was meant to be
There seems to be
no limit
for this endless void of anger
But time heals all wounds
so they say....
The MomentThe moment full of happiness
can be destroyed in one second
all the joy that you felt
is blown away
you hide
hide between memories and dreams
you try to fix your heart again
you try so hard
your hands begin to shake
you feel the wind blowing in your hair
you can already feel the eternity
see the light
hear the sound
you jump!
it feels like flying
you smile
your problems don't exist anymore
your mind is clear
it feels indescribable
so amazing...
until you hit the ground
and blame yourself forever
Welcome to RealityI live in a land,
a land of dreams...
where nothing seems
real.
The yelling and screaming
are distant howls of wind,
breezing through my ear.
Each person that sends
chills down my spine, I
cringe out of fright. But
it could be spite.
Keep wondering when
you'll wake up. And maybe
I won't.
Try to run, and the voices
only cry out louder. The venom
spat out through each
syllable, cuts me down.
Broken in this dreamland.
Where are the happy moments?
How come it's not me
who goes out, enjoys life?
A kiss splits my cheek,
from the person I hate.
Oh when, oh when,
will all this hatred end?
Nothing But a Dream...Maybe someday soon you'll know why,
I told you that you should not ask me
to be your girlfriend.
Maybe someday soon I'll realize that
there is no hope for this little relationship,
for us.
Each time I ask you something, I know
the answer before you say it. You never
understood that this is me, that I lie
when you ask me if I'm okay...
I do not want you to pretend that I am
not broken. That I bleed inside each time
that I do not tell you something.
I am yours, because you asked me one
day to be just that. You used my ounce
of hope that I had, that maybe...
maybe this would be more than just
physical.
But it will not end so happily like I hoped;
it will not be like Cinderella and finding the
other slipper.
No, I will be left to clean up the ashes that
gather with the dampness of my tears which
have fallen silently to the end of beauty.
MasqueradeI put on a mask today,
It was happy and bright.
I laughed at jokes, smiled at people
while the hurt broke me down inside.
I took a blade to my arm today,
it gushed crimson against the white of my skin.
I went to bed that night
with a bottle of vodka and drugs
near my bed.
Coming home the next day,
I decided to end the pain,
break the facade.
I died that day,
sleeping pills next to my head.
I watched them find me,
while I stayed in a cloud.
Life went on,
only my mother and sister
cried for me.