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my fingers trace the second hand on the clock
pushing it anti-clockwise
hoping the illusion of turning back time
would be real.
if i could go back in time to mourn
what i had gotten in the present
the ache in my heart would be
less than
the ache in my back.
my bed is the outer space of my body,
being the only vessel that
allows me to run from pain,
from responsibility,
from my many dreams.
it suffocates me with thoughts
that i can never chase those fickle dreams
of being fit.
my oxygen rests in the atmosphere of
my audience of stars
yet i still drift,
because the atmosphere of my stars
brings back the pain in my back.
my mother jokingly tells me
i'm an old man.
i wonder if she said it
so that she wouldn't feel so old?
i wonder if i AM an old man, drifting
along with depression, dimming
my audience of stars?
the cluster of stars, then
gaze at other twenty one year olds
who land on their own stars
with clear paths and dreams,
instead of drifting like i did.
like a switch,
they light up a
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human being
is it normal? for my face to scrunge up
when i'm doing something so simple
like cleaning my room?
finding pieces of information
pieces of memories that remind
me that i should not exist?
that at times past they'll keep
calling me the wrong name
addressing me wrongly
claiming all that they do is
merely "admin work"
even though they know it chokes
my broken soul?
they print that word like they
print the rules claiming
it's for their own good when
all it does is remind me that
they will never acknowledge
me as a human being.
i've shown them that i fit
perfectly into this puzzle
that i fit perfectly in where i am
and yet i do not fit in their
complicated system of oppression,
of rules, of suppressed history
of who they want me to be
they threaten to take me out
of the puzzle i feel safe in,
grab a hammer from 1819
and bend my wooden arms
until they break, until i cry,
is that what you fucking want?
i did my best, faceless humans
behind your fucking organization
to cater to your fucking nee
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Loving someone is hard
Do I love you?
They say love is a sickness
love is a chore, I say
the concept of love keeps abuse afloat.
Loving someone is hard.
I don't think I can handle it.
All I've done is pull the plug
Thug the iron clad strings of
connection after connection
and feel nothing.
Breathing in the oppressive air
I never thought I could ever love healthily.
All I've done is squeeze the life
out of every tendon because
my brain won't shut up about
how I'm unlovable.
Sometimes on our quiet times
I wonder if you still know I exist.
It's an all too familiar but ugly feeling
that I felt was strange coming
from my feelings towards you.
Ugly from the core of my memories
because I have seen the ugly.
Been the ugly. Tasted the rot.
My past has shaped me into
a shape shifting monster.
It's a wonder my toxic heart
has not tainted our connection yet.
But even then, loving you is hard.
Loving you is hard like
loving someone is hard.
Loving you is like standing in
a gale with nothing but
an open umbrella.
Except m
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CDefender-RoboKid Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello ^____^
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Punch-and-Pie Featured By Owner May 14, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Helloo.. it's been so long since we've talked.. what are you up to man?
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ForestStarStudios Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I just noticed you're a fan of Knytt underground
I immediately love you
I played a few Knytt games some years ago and now I'm so mad at my computer for not loading the games XD
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tomkat25 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav ^3^ teehee
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virulentrose-art Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2017  Student General Artist
Hey dude, I haven't talked to you in like, forever! I hope you're doing well!
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