Spade Ref

buckle up bc spade is the only thing im gonna be talking about or drawing for the next week holy moly..

alright im gonna get into his bio a little bc i gotta lot to say abt this boy

Name: Spade
Age: 25
Sex: Male

Personality: Spade has a very aggressive / bad ass demeanor and generally doesn't care about what other people think or say about him. He usully likes to keep to himself and is very independent. Although he keeps to himself a lot he can be very social. He's got a very charismatic and charming lure to him, it makes him easy to talk to and he comes off as a happy guy that laughs at anything. He doesnt like making close relationships with people though and has a tendency of pushing away and cutting off people he feels are getting too close. He does this out of fear from past experiences but desperately craves closeness. He genuinely just wants someone to love and hold him but can never get close enough to anyone for something like that to happen. It causes him to be aggressive and stand offish. He wants people to get the impression they should stay away from him and that he's a bad guy so no one can enter his life and know his struggles, But deep down he's just a big softy who's constantly battling between his head and his heart.