Walking for the first time with out that guiding hand
fragile pillars crumble soon after the introduction
what I once depended on to get by
is now obsolete
standing for the first time
all the text book equations and answers seem so far away
hollow and worthless
hearing them tumble from my mouth
without realizing it
for the first time i realized how small i am
seeing the world for the first time
depraved and corrupt as it is
in all it's perverse beauty
for the first time i knew what i had to do
with no book telling me what has happened now
or what will happen in the future
how do you grow up now?
when did the force feeding end?
was it in june? was it the year before?
when do you learn to walk?
when do you really become you?
have you ever been you?