it hurts so much not having you near.
Its wierd not even having you here.
I can say everything I want and show you how much I want to change and do everything in order to get back were we were... no better then we were.
With everything you seem to say I get the feeling you are drifting further away.
Writing me off and willing me away...
I feel like I have been a demon in such a way that you became to scared to stay.
If I could go back to the times we talked... and show you how scared I was... how afraid I was that it would be it...
And still am.
I keep reading books, and speaking to people who know what they are doing.
Just to become
this is my first journal entery and well i got some good news to go along with it ^_^.
me and 2 other neighberhood friends of mine (john and matt) decieded to make our own 3d naruto game seeing that all 3 of us love that show .
over the next few months i will be showing 3D pictures as well as my reference pictures if people would like to help us in anyway posible drop me a line all help is welcome