looking back at the memories
of the childhood we once had
the simple times
of youths once crimes
when it was just us mom and dad
but now those days are faded
as adults we have both become
I'm doing fine and how are you
we would ask
if we saw the other one
or would our responce to seeing one another
be oh so bitter sweet
for as the days have changed
so have our lives
so would we even have time to meet?
As i hold this poleriod in my timmid grip
my hopes slowly decay to fear
shall i toss this photo
this last piece of my past so
in to the flames
for no chance will ever draw near.
I wished for just a moment
believe me i dreamed
for a chance to see you again
for another chance to meet
but alass i don't have the time
and what i have is ownly borrowed
so we'll have to find another way
to change today
from this everlasting tommorow
I know my dearest of kin
your having difficulties with the times
i only wish i could be there for you
and share with you my advice
maybe the it's the other way around
those reasons i can't say
but it's my way of keeping you protected
and away from futher pain
so brother live your life fully
and don't fret about me
i just want to be forever
as simply Hanabi
gentle breeze carry me across the this burning sea
that breathes so easily as it frees me from something
that i never knew i was captive by.
As eyes wondering lights as the brisk twilight divides
the crimson heights and yet unites me with this life
that i never knew i had separated before
but witnessing now and how these burdening pounds
could compound and drown a muse so profound in her gown
so elegantly that i only can pray that she would take me back.
complexity of love by Backjack-Kitsune, literature
complexity of love
a welcoming maw in to the unpredictable
a life that gleams of gold and worth
oh such is love
a drooling master that preys on
those who believe they can control
and solve the labyrinth of something
as complex as a heart
Even I started as an artist on Deviant Art I really don't like the entire design and setup on this site anymore. Everything looks horrible and confusing... As a furry artist this is probably not a great place to upload anyway. I don't want to abandon Deviant Art completly but don't expect much activity over here. I just sometimes upload some of my current artworks whenever I feel like it.
Just a small info.
All my uploads are now tagged as Mature Strict despite the content. Just got bored of increasing comments of random people without a hobby claiming on 10 year old pictures I have to put a mature tag on it or they report it even it doesn't make any sense. Now just everything is mature.
It's nothing big but still wanted to mention it.
At the end of the month my artist signature is going to change from RenaAyama to SwiftAyama.
Back when I started as a furry artist 10 years ago I didn't knew about the concept of a fursona and obviously choose Rena as my account name because she was my only character at this time. Just almost half a year later I created Swift. At the end of the month it is Swifts "10th anniversary" and even I don't care about stuff like this I thought it would be a good time to finally officially change my artist appearance to SwiftAyama. Still nothing is going to change for my accounts. I'm not a fan of crea