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I planned to wait to do this til I got more in the habit of checking dA again, but my hand was forced a little bit what with the LiEat portraits we did.
BUT
I am trying to get more in the habit of checking dA regularly again. I've been drawing, but none of it ever gets finished. Eventually, I want to get back into posting, I just haven't had it in me as of late.
As for why I fell out of checking dA and drawing both for awhile, anything I did draw, I was way too anxious about posting and potentially interacting with others. Which is stupid for me, honestly. I think I just got to where I hated everything I did without consciously acknowledging it.
I started going to therapy recently, to tackle my problems with anxiety and depression. So, I'm hoping to get back into doing what I love again.
The big thing that kept me away for so long though..
I lost my uncle March of last year to suicide. He was my best friend, and I have not been dealing with it well at all. No one in my family has. It's been really rough, and we're just trying to get through the days at this point.
I feel like there's more I should say about this, but I have no idea what, really.
I guess if you have any questions or would like to talk, send me a note. About anything at all.
Though I'm still awkward and worse than ever at interacting, but I'm still here to talk to, if anyone needs someone.
BUT
I am trying to get more in the habit of checking dA regularly again. I've been drawing, but none of it ever gets finished. Eventually, I want to get back into posting, I just haven't had it in me as of late.
As for why I fell out of checking dA and drawing both for awhile, anything I did draw, I was way too anxious about posting and potentially interacting with others. Which is stupid for me, honestly. I think I just got to where I hated everything I did without consciously acknowledging it.
I started going to therapy recently, to tackle my problems with anxiety and depression. So, I'm hoping to get back into doing what I love again.
The big thing that kept me away for so long though..
I lost my uncle March of last year to suicide. He was my best friend, and I have not been dealing with it well at all. No one in my family has. It's been really rough, and we're just trying to get through the days at this point.
I feel like there's more I should say about this, but I have no idea what, really.
I guess if you have any questions or would like to talk, send me a note. About anything at all.
Though I'm still awkward and worse than ever at interacting, but I'm still here to talk to, if anyone needs someone.
MOVED
You can find me at Caelis-Moonveil (https://www.deviantart.com/caelis-moonveil)
I needed a change of pace, so I swapped over to that account if you'd like to follow me over. ♥
I haven't been doing much drawing for myself, so it's mostly adopts, but hey. Gotta get back in the habit one way or another.
This account has pretty well been abandoned, I just check in to make sure it hasn't exploded
Never Got The Opportunity to Say
I got my computer back recently.
NOT THAT ANYONE KNEW I WAS WITHOUT IT.
My motherboard blew out and took my processor with it, so it was an ordeal to get it back up and running for a long while there, and then it's been a continued ordeal cause it's been running way too hot. I installed a new fan, so it's a bit better, but still hotter than it should be and I still don't know why.
I just got done with finals, so that's out of my hair too.
Everything should be done and fine for awhile. The only big thing is my usual trip to California. Which limits me some, but not as much anymore thanks to my iPad+Apple Pencil combo now. And since @april-
Much Ramble
Hm. Finding really snazzy page resources when you don't have core..
Don't plan to get core again..
Don't have the money/points for core..
Suddenly I just really want core back. qq
But WHY?? Why want it, why get it, why have it? I love to customize things, but it's so expensive now and it's not like I'm hurting without it. The only thing I fully lost and actually needed/wanted for a reason was polls. Beyond that it was only customization. For the price of 3 months of "Oh look, this is pretty" I can buy a month of time for the game that's keeping me from losing my mind.
But at the same time, I really did enjoy working with the html and mak
To Fill Everyone In!
A lot has been happening lately
As a kinda... I dunno, index of sorts:
Classes restarted
I've picked up D&D with my boyfriend and a few friends
WoW dropped Legion and I have many feels
A friend passed recently, it's been rough on LeoxLinx (https://www.deviantart.com/leoxlinx) April-Cakes (https://www.deviantart.com/april-cakes) and IMy grandmother is in the hospital
Art Related:
I have a bunch of sketches in progress, but to be honest, my motivation has been fizzling out before I get anything postable. I do have one or two... Maybe three things to post currently, but haven't been able to bring myself to actually post them. Whenever I start talking myself into it, I just get tired. Like.. "I could post this,
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