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I planned to wait to do this til I got more in the habit of checking dA again, but my hand was forced a little bit what with the LiEat portraits we did.

BUT
I am trying to get more in the habit of checking dA regularly again. I've been drawing, but none of it ever gets finished. Eventually, I want to get back into posting, I just haven't had it in me as of late.

As for why I fell out of checking dA and drawing both for awhile, anything I did draw, I was way too anxious about posting and potentially interacting with others. Which is stupid for me, honestly. I think I just got to where I hated everything I did without consciously acknowledging it.
I started going to therapy recently, to tackle my problems with anxiety and depression. So, I'm hoping to get back into doing what I love again.

The big thing that kept me away for so long though..
I lost my uncle March of last year to suicide. He was my best friend, and I have not been dealing with it well at all. No one in my family has. It's been really rough, and we're just trying to get through the days at this point.

I feel like there's more I should say about this, but I have no idea what, really.
I guess if you have any questions or would like to talk, send me a note. About anything at all.
Though I'm still awkward and worse than ever at interacting, but I'm still here to talk to, if anyone needs someone.
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