ReinaHW

Reina

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Leave My Strings Alone by ReinaHW, literature

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Leave My Strings Alone

To try to control another Is to become tangled In your own strings How pathetic you are as you try to get a response from me, your efforts to pull my strings, tug them and make me dance to your song. Tug and pull, twist and tangle. All to the beat of your fool heart hammering. Lie all you want, twist the truth, I see you for what you are, I know you just fine and what I see are the flailing attempts of a bad comedian. You are bad comedy. So here’s a hint – No. No. I am done with you, you dragged me into your mess, leeched off me, stole from me, lied to me. You drained me dry and still I got up, blood streaming down my face, and looked you in the eyes as I stumbled towards my recovery and to raise the alarm of how dangerous you are. Tug and pull, twist and tangle. Again and again like an endless loop, a pattern of deception behind a hollow smile. Your chains are porcelain. So no. No. NO. No. Still you try to discredit me even after the consequences of your choices and lies

The Covers Are Only One Part by ReinaHW, literature

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The Covers Are Only One Part

You never truly knowFrom first glanceOf what’s behind the coversWhen taking the history of literature into account throughout the course of the centuries of human history and how much has been lost to time and other external causes like book burnings that have destroyed irreplaceable written works then no matter how many book shelves you have, no matter how big the library, you will never have every written work that’s ever existed and exists today and that is a sad fact if you’re someone who’s really into your reading.Yes, new written work is made every day but it still won’t be an entire library of everything. Human history is all too often written by the book burners and those who insist that people must only read one particular book to suit themselves and their desire for control of all.I can see that you’re looking at my rather extensive array of book shelves in awe and while you have said that I must have everything I do not, many of these I’ve written myself although never

That storm of the blue quiet by ReinaHW, literature

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That storm of the blue quiet

Where have all the lights gone In the blue quiet of the post festive It’s gone rather dark it seems after the festivities have ended, all that light has disappeared leaving behind the grey and dreary. Oh how contrary. Every year it’s like this once the festive period is done and New Years is over and done with for another year, all the lights just seem to disappear and the grey drabness of winter takes over with it’s seemingly endless cold temperatures and lack of variation beyond grey and more grey, even when you get a sunny sky it’s still grey.Post festive blues it tends to be called, apt perhaps. Or maybe Blue Quiet might be the better term as it seems to go rather quiet after everything beforehand is done for another year. We could do with some brightness to this time of year and also let’s not forget about the storms that can appear at this time of year as well.The weekend has arrived as the long month, or year, of January nears it’s end later in the coming week, next up will

Ever the storm by ReinaHW, literature

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Ever the storm

New yearSame as ever Every new years there’s always this aim to try and claim that new things will happen, that what was before is left in the past. Frankly such notions speak more of delusional egocentric beliefs that you can just forget the past at will when you really can’t, unless you’re a narcissist who actually thinks that by burning bridges after causing serious harm to their chosen victims that they can escape accountability while the reality is that the consequences of their actions catch up with them eventually.With any luck anyway.The reality of New Years is that it’s the same old thing as ever, humans screwing one another over, people dying, people being born. Same old, same old. New year, new me! More like new year, same you only older by another year.Delusion of change is delusion of reality.It's always a storm in it’s own way only this kind of storm is one of deluded sense of self importance in proxy. Humans are idiots who believe themselves intelligent in their

Constant a storm as ever by ReinaHW, literature

Watching by ReinaHW, literature

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Watching

Another HalloweenAnother nightAnotherAs with every year I watch as another night of trick or treating takes place, children in their costumes in their excitement, parents or older siblings, maybe grandparents, being their chaperone. Another Halloween as many before it.Screams and cries, tricks and treats, joyful innocence and I watch it all knowing I can’t take part any longer. It has been many years since I last took part.Another night, always another and I watch with nary a whisper.No one visits of course for there is nothing to visit in my case, I have nothing to give but silence. That is okay however, I am fine with that. Watching is something you get used to when it’s all you can do and all you have been able to do for such a long time that you even lose track of that time.Another night, always another and I watch with nary a whisper.As the night wears on and darkens all the more I watch as the trick or treaters trinkle away until the streets are again as quiet as they can be,

The Sort Of Ghost by ReinaHW, literature

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The Sort Of Ghost

Many seasons have passed since joining the afterlife, so many that he no longer remembers how he even died. In death time has no meaning, no hold, there is simply one moment to the next without any real hold like when you are alive.Without that sense of time he glides from place to place seeking nothing, desiring nothing. Desire also has no meaning when you have passed beyond such things.He wonders if maybe he could make his presence known in some way, like maybe some noise or try to interact with something that could bring attention to his non-existence. The living reacted to such things after all.He sees an opportunity and makes his move, gliding quietly towards his target. No one was paying attention as he expected so it made it easier to near his target, his lack of form made it easy to not make any noise.Reaching out to his target he tries to focus before grabbing hold - and receives a smack to the head for his efforts.“Oh enough with this bloody ghost nonsense, first it was

USS Grampian - Deadly Reflection by ReinaHW, literature

You don't matter by ReinaHW, literature

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You don't matter

We live in a world where your worth, your value, your entire existence is measured by money and how much you have to give, to spend, on you at any given time. Friendships denied, happiness denied, joy denied and if you’re of a particular social economical group then don’t expect anyone to care about you at all no matter how kind you are, no matter how much you care as your worth to them and everyone else is measured by how fake you are and how much money you have. Slap on a happy smile and pretend, don’t let your pain show, got friends? Probably not as just any money you have matters more to them than your life and how much you need to not be alone, friendships are not good currency in our society after all, only currency and your worth. You’ll be accused of buying friendship by them if you’re too human like if you’re tired, if you’re lonely, if you’re being anything other than a living ATM. It doesn’t matter if you’ve reached your breaking point and ended your life or came very

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Leave My Strings Alone by ReinaHW, literature

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Leave My Strings Alone

The Covers Are Only One Part by ReinaHW, literature

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The Covers Are Only One Part

That storm of the blue quiet by ReinaHW, literature

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That storm of the blue quiet

Ever the storm by ReinaHW, literature

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Ever the storm

Constant a storm as ever by ReinaHW, literature

Watching by ReinaHW, literature

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Watching

The Sort Of Ghost by ReinaHW, literature

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The Sort Of Ghost

USS Grampian - Deadly Reflection by ReinaHW, literature

You don't matter by ReinaHW, literature

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You don't matter

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A Final Nappy Dance by ReinaHW, literature

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A Final Nappy Dance

Take my hand Hold me with love For the final dance March 19th 2020, before: Of all the people to actually suggest a nappy dance she hadn't expected it to be Naomi, she had never shown interest before despite being perfectly fine with her needing to wear them for emotional and mental comfort purposes. “Are you sure?” Reina Beaumont asks after Naomi suggests it, Karen had gone to bed and Naomi wasn't feeling as tired as she would like, she wanted to settle. “I'm sure, nothing with a major beat though, just some slow dancing. I feel like I need to. I'll go get padded, you as well. Find some music that's good for a slow dance once you're padded” A soft kiss on the lips from Naomi before she goes to get dressed for the dance, Reina doing the same. Once padded Reina looks up any music that would be good for slow dancing, she finds a few and waits for Naomi to be ready. “Comfy” Naomi remarks as she steps into the living room. “I can see how they can be comforting, not

Reality Of Fate: Seven Months Later by ReinaHW, literature

One More Nappy Dance by ReinaHW, literature

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One More Nappy Dance

One more nappy dance Feel the beat and bump! Maybe she should back out before she makes a fool of herself, she wasn't exactly Miss Graceful. In her pre-transition years her total dancing was more like being punched from person to person while having homophobic and transphobic slurs thrown at her. She had expected to die whenever that happened, she only survived by finding the chance to run for safety. She wasn't exactly much of a dancer.“Almost ready, you should get dressed for the part but only if you're sure. You did remark on wanting to try it out, but if you want to back out then that's perfectly understandable” Yes, she had remark...

Reality Of Fate: Epilogue's Prologue by ReinaHW, literature

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Reality Of Fate: Epilogue's Prologue

With beginnings come endings.With endings come reasons. I never expected to be making this so soon, well if you consider after a thousand years of being in this universe an end for me. It is. I record this at the end, my final message which explains how the end came to be.This is the prologue to that end, the explanation of events that led to it. The events themselves are really nothing special but I feel they need to said while I have the time to explain them.My name is Reina Beaumont, daughter to Sara and Ian Beaumont, sister to Annie and Alan, identical twin sister to Rena Beaumont. As of this time I am two thousand, thirty eight yea...

And The Dead Shall Claim The Silence by ReinaHW, literature

No Shame In Having A Plushie by ReinaHW, literature

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No Shame In Having A Plushie

Late 2007 Another day on the shelf, another day of waiting for someone to take me home with them. People pass me by and few even give me a glance, they usually go for some puppy or a kitten, no one seems to want a brown and white bunny like me. I've been here for what feels like years, maybe it has been years. I've seen what happens to others who have been here for years and it isn't pretty. At least I think it isn't pretty, it's hard to say since I can't exactly find out for myself but there are rumours.“What kind of plushie do you think she'll like?” I've heard those words many times before and I expect to be ignored since I don't st...

Rena Beaumont - Say My Name by ReinaHW, literature

Reality Of Fate ~ Beaumont: One Thousand by ReinaHW, literature

Another Nappy Dance by ReinaHW, literature

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Another Nappy Dance

Got a beat?Then time for another nappy dance For years, even though it had been forced upon her, science and engineering had been almost her entire life. She had never been taught any of those skills and she had never expected to ever need them since she and her parents had been on the run for so long that her life didn't look to be a long one once hiding places from the British Empire became few and far between. Only death looked to be in her future.Close to six hundred years have passed since then and while engineering is still not to her liking, although she has learned a lot about it and is a pretty proficient engineer now, science is...

Only Fate by ReinaHW, literature

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About ReinaHW

Artist // Literature

Apr 26, 1979
United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

My Bio

Thank you in advance for any favourites of my work and any watching of my galley, saves me cluttering your inbox with thank yous. Also thank you in advance for any favs of the stuff I share.

Please do try to leave comments when you read my work, the comments - good or bad or in-between - are a big help. Feedback is important for an artist of any art.

I have also submitted some of my work, mostly my Reality Of Fate series, on Wattpad - www.wattpad.com/user/ReinaHarr…

Much of my work is on the adult side of things due to strong language and situations within them. So bear that in mind as I tend to write a rather niche genre that isn't what ignorant fools looking to harm me think it is, it's quite harmless when I write it as I follow strict self imposed rules due to my refusal to harm anyone.

1) I can't draw, I don't have that skill. I don't take requests much since I don't like to work with a deadline and I have a strict set of rules that I keep to so that my writing doesn't turn into smut.

2) I don't know much anime, so don't expect me to write any anime fan fics.

3) I write my own characters, I don't write pre-mades because I can't write someone else's creation without basics, a foundation and knowing the character well enough.

Also a fleshed out pre-made character is made by someone else and doesn't fit with my own writing method. I would hate to make a mess of someone else's work due to my writing limits.

4) Reina Beaumont and her family, as well as Trilena Roberts, and other non pre-made characters are my own creation, my own work.

The Reality Of Fate: Beaumont Series can be located here - reinahw.deviantart.com/gallery…

5) I don't write male characters very well.

6) I write various genres, but I draw the line at porn - boring stuff, and I refuse to do some silly nonsense where everyone is too busy jumping one another's bones than in doing anything else.

7) I am blunt, direct and say things as they are. I don't care for sugar coating the truth, if that harms any feelings, so be it. Life happens. I'm also not very talkative, I'm more of a listener than a talker. I prefer to leave extensive talking to my writing.

8) I am as I am, difference is part of life. If you can't accept that then know I don't take ignorance and arrogance lightly.

9) I'm British, well Scottish, so the spelling and wording I use is British. I only use American wording and spelling if it's required, which is rarely.

10) I am my own worst critic so even if I were to write a masterpiece or whatever, I would still hate it just as I hate all of my work. I always strive to improve but I am never happy with what I create.

Current Residence: Scotland

deviantWEAR sizing preference: Extra large, it's comfortable that way

Print preference: No idea

Favourite genre of music: As long as it inspires, I like it

Favourite photographer: No idea

Favourite style of art: Anything that is actually art and not someone's horny desires

Operating System: Currently using Windows 10

MP3 player of choice: Not fussed

Shell of choice: None really, they're all nice

Wallpaper of choice: Star Trek - creative

Skin of choice: No idea, don't care

Favourite cartoon character: No idea really

Personal Quote: 'Desire Nothing To Receive Only What You Need'

Favourite Visual Artist

A few

Favourite Movies

Seven Samurai, Back To The Future...I've got a fair few favourite movies, too many to list

Favourite TV Shows

Star Trek and a few other sci fi shows

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Hard to say

Favourite Books

I have too many favourite books to list

Favourite Writers

Hard to say, so many good ones out there

Favourite Games

I don't think a list will go well, there a lot of games I like

Favourite Gaming Platform

Depends on the games

Tools of the Trade

My imagination and a working computer doesn't hurt as well as a decent Word program like Word itself

Other Interests

Reading, working, learning, video games, Transformers, science fiction, social history - Basically I do my best to keep busy

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ReinaHW

Apr 19, 2026

12 years on HRT today, not much to really say

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12 years on HRT today, not much to really say - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xF8L6LdD98w&t=621s

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ReinaHW

Jan 6, 2026

Sorry for the lack of new stories in a while

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Guess I should explain why I've barely posted anything for a while. In August of 2022 my mum died, the shock and grief of her death has been painful, I miss her deeply. She was always supportive of my work and felt I was an amazing writer, like literally amazing. Things haven't been the same without her around. There has also been something else happening. Near mid 2023 I met two people who turned out to be not only narcissists, one covert and the other overt with sociopathic tendancies with both showing maligent traits, but that they have been abusing their child since the wee one was born. They tried to make me complicant in their abuse of their child by forcing me to not report them or else, so I investigated them while determining the severity of the situation. However as I was doing that they were emotionally and finanically abusing me and I had to endure that while gathering the evidence on them to hand over to the child protection services as it was clear that it was only

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ReinaHW

Oct 19, 2025

It's been a while since I last posted a story, it's been hard to focus on writing much for near four years given everything that's been happening. I hope to one day fully return to my writing once able.

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Llama Farm

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Ilovegames25

Mar 27, 2025

Wanna do a Super Lucky's Tale RP?

ReinaHW

Mar 27, 2025

It's not something I do, sorry. I only do a Trek role play once a week on Second Life

Ilovegames25

Dec 31, 2024

Do you take requests?

Not really, no

Here's something silly I thought of for fun in head: Lucky is sad and can't stop crying, and Lyra thinks of a silly idea to cheer him up and make him happy: "I know what might cheer you up. A little surprise visit from the tickle monster!" Lucky stops crying and starts laughing.

ReinaHW

Oct 13, 2024

The dreaded tickle monster

Ilovegames25

Oct 13, 2024

That was supposed to be a laughing emoji, but I got these random numbers out of nowhere.