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Nikki . 22 . Nothing.
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Deviant since Sep 6, 2008
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Journal Entry: Fri Jun 29, 2018, 5:10 PM
room is getting cleaned up. still a mess tho. i have too much stuff.

will possibly redesign my profile here when i have time. give it a lil color.

i have a switch. i got crash bandicoot on it and other stuff.

i got an xbox one from my cousin back home and i hope to get a game or 2 for it soon

im close to completing my pokedex in Pokemon X

been taking some random music lessons from my mini boss from work

still havent gotten word from the master in so long......


reformity is being a real bitch but ive so far survived 2 1/2 months, and still going.
i almost peaked but it failed. unfortunately.

Rules of Reformity ive set for myself:

1. i cant love anyone ever again
so as to not risk making the same mistakes again

LOOPHOLE: should i ever fall for someone, i must not commit to them in any way or form

2. i must abstain from anything perverted
because being the succubus that i was just made things go bad despite feeling "good"

LOOPHOLE: close pervy friends are allowed contact so long as they understand this rule

3. i must learn to live healthy and abstinent
because being healthy is like my weakness and abstinence is my sworn enemy.

those are the 3 main rules that summarize the direction of my life and so far, it has not been fun.

i havent drawn a single thing since i came back from my trip to PR, my conversations with dear friends are very bland and boring and dont last very long because im not RPing, the worlds ive created with Yami have been on lock-down due to its NSFW nature...

ive been okay with being abstinent. hell, i hadnt been doing much of anything
aside from messing with myself occasionally before these 2 and a half months so its not really needed.

anyways... thats just to give anyone who wonders whats going a short recap.
goodnight.


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