A friend of mine posted a challenge of sorts.. to write something.. your take if you will on this: Scenario #1 A man and a woman in a shadowy corner of a mexican restaurant.  The woman is crying and he rests his hand on hers. This is my take (after a very bad day and a few beverage of the alcoholic kind)  For you Machel.. a poem :) In a Mexican restaurant In the soft candle glow He held my hand, And I let him go. He told me her name, But I didn't hear, I refused to listen, I didn't want to be here. The love that I gave him, All those years in vain, And yet once again He mentions her name! Shut up! Shut up! I think as tears fl

Some of you have seen this befoe bt I figured since I am blogging it should be part of my blog.. just something I wrote to relfect my feelings at the time. wait.. Battered and bruised, Discarded and used, Alone,.. In the darkness, I wait... Rain falls, snow flies Seasons change, a dream dies, Yet Alone,.. In the darkness, I wait.. Alone,... In the darkness, I wait For the ray of sunshine, That is your smile. The warmth, That is your touch. I wait.. Alone,.. No more lies,.. No more goodbyes. Free me.. From the darkness.. In which I wait

I am a farce, a fake a hollow shell of what I portray Anger rage frustration and pain the things I feel but can not say in a world demanding perfection but only getting rejection we smile and move on until who we are is completely gone I smile and nod trying to fit in when in realty I am bursting from my skin I cant be you you cant imagine being me I live a lie but still I try cant give up because then they win nobody walks the earth without sin when its all said and done there can never be just one perfect being We all struggle and fall but through it all we find the will to smile!