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A letter to my friends
Because even I have a manual, I wanted to share this with you. I know that everyone has his own manual and sometimes this fits and sometimes it doens't. Sometimes you change someone elses manual to make it fit yours, but this is a process. A process with ups and downs, with highs and lows. Feel free to change my manual where ever you see fit, but do mind the things that can't be changed. You can't erease my PTSS, you can't erease my Lipoedema and you can't erease my Fybromyalgia. This will always be part of my manual. Even I have some principals that with a good discussion and valid arguments, can be changed but not eraesed. I do have
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Things are piling up
Things are piling up peace is nowhere to be found when will there ever be time for me when can I actually start to work things out if I keep drowning and no one is there to help me out no arms are strong enough to keep me up on the surface to actually start working things through?
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This is my rock
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All I want is some peace and quiet
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Baby Christmas Groot
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My life is my own
My life is my own I'm the one that has to carry the burden my life has Totally alone My friends tell me it's okay to share they pretend to care but my life is overwhelming even for me. And they can't handle it emotionally My life is my own I'm the one that has to carry the burden my life has Totally alone I know I have someone with who I carry the load but some days the load is way more than our ability to carry with that, we still need to carry yours I'm sorry Sometimes I can't help but My life is my own I'm the one that has to carry the burden my life has Totally alone
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The Story of Emmaline Monachopsis - Chapter 12
Chapter 12, Waking up. ‘Emma! Emma!’ Hannah was sitting next to her bed again and like every day, she was just talking to Emmaline. But now something was different. She thought she saw her move. She thought she saw her opening her eyes for a split second. When I woke up, I saw this young girl sitting next to my bed. No, not my bed. A hospital bed. I was in the hospital. ‘What, what happened?’ I tried to ask, but the words couldn’t get out. ‘Stop talking, you’ve been asleep a while, I’ll get a doctor’, she heard this girl tell her. Hannah, that was her name. And I am Emmaline, right. This
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A letter to my friends
Because even I have a manual, I wanted to share this with you. I know that everyone has his own manual and sometimes this fits and sometimes it doens't. Sometimes you change someone elses manual to make it fit yours, but this is a process. A process with ups and downs, with highs and lows. Feel free to change my manual where ever you see fit, but do mind the things that can't be changed. You can't erease my PTSS, you can't erease my Lipoedema and you can't erease my Fybromyalgia. This will always be part of my manual. Even I have some principals that with a good discussion and valid arguments, can be changed but not eraesed. I do have
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Things are piling up
Things are piling up peace is nowhere to be found when will there ever be time for me when can I actually start to work things out if I keep drowning and no one is there to help me out no arms are strong enough to keep me up on the surface to actually start working things through?
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This is my rock
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All I want is some peace and quiet
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Everything is piling up
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I'm all booked up
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Baby Christmas Groot
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My two faces
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My life is my own
My life is my own I'm the one that has to carry the burden my life has Totally alone My friends tell me it's okay to share they pretend to care but my life is overwhelming even for me. And they can't handle it emotionally My life is my own I'm the one that has to carry the burden my life has Totally alone I know I have someone with who I carry the load but some days the load is way more than our ability to carry with that, we still need to carry yours I'm sorry Sometimes I can't help but My life is my own I'm the one that has to carry the burden my life has Totally alone
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The Story of Emmaline Monachopsis - Chapter 12
Chapter 12, Waking up. ‘Emma! Emma!’ Hannah was sitting next to her bed again and like every day, she was just talking to Emmaline. But now something was different. She thought she saw her move. She thought she saw her opening her eyes for a split second. When I woke up, I saw this young girl sitting next to my bed. No, not my bed. A hospital bed. I was in the hospital. ‘What, what happened?’ I tried to ask, but the words couldn’t get out. ‘Stop talking, you’ve been asleep a while, I’ll get a doctor’, she heard this girl tell her. Hannah, that was her name. And I am Emmaline, right. This
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The Love is ...
… not to judge her for her actions, which I do not understand. … the willingness to understand her illusive reasons. … not to try to change her. … to accept her for who she is. ***   … to be her saviour, without a white horse and a shining armour. © Copyright Ign. Masayuki T 2018  
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