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Literature
Break Even
I remember that night
And forever I will.
The smooth melody
The vocals that still draw me in…
The reminder that breaks aren’t even.
I remember the night I first heard it.
And so well I remember the tears falling down my face.
I remember all the pain that he caused me
And I carry that pain in my heart each day.
But you learn to live with the pain.
You learn to carry it with you and use it to help others.
You learn how to protect yourself from that pain again.
You simply learn.
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Literature
Contentment
Book in hand
Pages rough beneath my fingers
I’m not wondering what will come next
I’m just enjoying the sensation
Of here and now.
The ink on some pages
Didn’t sink in all the way
But that’s okay
Because no one is ever perfect
No matter what some people try to make you believe.
Here surrounded by books
I feel comfortable
I feel stable
I’m ready for adventure
Most of all, I feel content.
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Literature
Done Being Broken
You think she has no trouble sleepin’
But you’d be wrong as wrong could be.
You’re all choked up,
But she’s not ok.
She thinks about you
Whenever she hears your name.
But there comes a time
Where she doesn’t think of you
And she doesn’t see your face following her.
There comes a time where she doesn’t care about you
And can help you without it being weird for her,
But she wonders if it’s weird for you
Because you never needed her help before
When she so desperately needed yours.
There came a day
When she had to decide
And she decided
She would not stay broken
Because you
Weren’t worth being broken over.
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Literature
Contentment
Book in hand
Pages rough beneath my fingers
I’m not wondering what will come next
I’m just enjoying the sensation
Of here and now.
The ink on some pages
Didn’t sink in all the way
But that’s okay
Because no one is ever perfect
No matter what some people try to make you believe.
Here surrounded by books
I feel comfortable
I feel stable
I’m ready for adventure
Most of all, I feel content.
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Literature
Borrowed Love
I let you borrow,
But you gave away
My heart,
My love,
The biggest part of me.
How could you!
How could you?
How…
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Literature
With Eyes Open
With Eyes Open
I open my eyes
And I see you
Standing in front of me
With that smile
That says you’re happy to be there
And those eyes
That show how much you love me
And your hand(s) holding mine
To remind me you aren’t letting go.
I don’t want to close my eyes.
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Literature
IKY Ch.21
Chapter 21:
Flint
            We played a couple of card games and I moved onto the air mattress, warm under a blanket Hadley had pulled out for me. “Thank you, Hadley. I… I needed this. And I’m not talking about the blanket.”
            He nodded and stretched, flopping onto his bed. “I know the feeling. Sometimes you just need to get away from everything. We all have our reasons to escape and we all have our own escapes.”
            We fell asleep not long after that and all I remember was waking up the next morning with Hadley holding me, my head against his chest while we were both on our sides. He explained it when he woke up.
            “The storm picked up again and you were fidgeting. I tried talking to you, but you w
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This is just a quick little update. I'm stressing about a small handful of things, most of them writing related. Nothing to worry about though.

I'm feeling ancient. My 10 year high school reunion happens this year. TEN YEARS YOU GUYS!!! I graduated HIGH SCHOOL TEN YEARS AGO!!! *faints* F*ck!

We still don't know exactly what we're doing, but it's going to happen in a handful of months. I'm looking forward to some of the people I KNOW are going to be going. We'll see if they show though. It'll be nice to spend some time catching up with some of the folks I went to school with, but others... I'm not looking forward to seeing some of the other "familiar" faces. Cue an eye roll here.

Life is... Going well overall I think. I've reconnected to parts of myself that I had lost. I've been exploring more of my mentality.

In 2 days last week I baked like 10 DOZEN cookies. X.X They turned out awesome though. :D

Hopefully I'll have more updates for you later on. This week, this month... Something like that. Hoping for sooner rather than later.

~Heather/Razor/Shavor
  • Listening to: Country music.
  • Reading: A lot.
  • Watching: Nothing at the moment.
  • Playing: With ideas.
  • Eating: Nothing at the moment.
  • Drinking: Water!
Hey all. I'm still around. Just not as frequently as I had been in days past. There will be more information on what's been happening coming up later on (maybe). If I do post something about what's been happening it will be later in the year though. Some of you already know a bit about what's happened in my life, but that's neither here nor there. I still love you wonderful people. I still use the dA Mobile App. I'm around on the interwebs, you just gotta know where to find me. I've colored my hair a few times.


There was... a lot that happened in 2018. Some good, a lot of bad. I'm trying to stay hopeful and positive in 2019 and so far it's been... Good, but not easy. Just wanted to let you all know I'm still around, and still standing. I thought this song was good. I enjoy the song in general, but it seems fitting for today in particular.

If you want to keep up with me feel free to follow my blog over at hrshavor.wordpress.com

I've always had a lot on my mind, but at the moment I'm stuck in the mode of wondering about a certain topic. Namely, relationships and desires. I have a LOT of thoughts on these topics as of late and it... Kind of drives me nuts some days. It's one of those topics that keeps me up at night actually. If you want to know more, drop me a Note. Or you can drop me a note and ask me for my various social media outlets and contact me through those! (Or you can visit my blog page and get contact information there too.) Hope everyone is well. Peace and love all.

~Heather/Razor/Shavor
  • Listening to: Nothing.
  • Reading: Some things.
  • Watching: Words appear as I type as though it were magic.
  • Playing: With thoughts in my head.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing at the moment.
Hey all, just a few quick updates. Well... I'm HOPING it'll only be a few...

As far as Unexpected Moments has been going I'm trying to work through what I hope will be the LAST round of edits/revisions. This may not be so, but a girl can hope (and dream). I love this story, but I'm ready for it to exist and be out in the world.

For 2019 I've got a LOT of edits and writing planned. I'm looking at:
- Editing/revising 3-6 stories
- NaNoWriMo in November
- I'll be participating in both Camp NaNoWriMos (April and July), but I'm not sure if it'll be for editing or if it'll be for new stories.
- At some point I'll be writing short stories for 4 characters who were in my NaNoWriMo project from this November (One Rainy Night). These stories will be for the four other brothers that the story did not center around. I'm seriously excited about one of the stories! Well... I'm really excited about two of the stories, but one moreso than the other. He's the reason I'm doing this and I'm not sure if his story will be the last one of the four that I write or if it'll be the first, but that's another issue anyway.
- Writing more poetry
- Dealing more with my blog and Wattpad

As far as personal life things... The only thing I'm going to share at the moment is that I'm thrilled because I haven't chewed my nails since my birthday (almost 2 months!) and while I'm stressing about some things I haven't had anxiety or panic attacks for about a month and a half. I haven't had massive issues with anxiety or panic. I feel like this is due to a few changes that I've made this year. I'm learning to let go more. And I'm learning to put myself first more. Does this mean I'm turning into someone who is self-centered and who doesn't help people? Fuck no. It means I'm learning when to step back.

I have goals for 2019 already.
- Read 50 books (a massive cutback from the 200+ that I read this year)
- Publish 1-3 stories
- Write more poetry
- Love myself

My priorities have shifted this year. A lot. And they'll likely keep shifting in the months to come. I'm doing a better job of taking time for myself. And I'm enjoying it. The changes that have come my way this year have, for the most part, been what I needed in my life.

Now, I'm off to get some reading in. I have a feeling there's a cat who might jump into my lap as I read. Hope you're all doing well. Peace for now, folks.

~Heather/Razor/Shavor

Reminder: If you want to find me on social media drop me a note if you want the usernames or something. I'm frequently active on social media and I keep a blog that I try to update weekly at hrshavor.wordpress.com
  • Listening to: "Tiger Teeth" by Walk the Moon
  • Reading: Not a lot lately.
  • Watching: The cat sitting beside the computer.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Something.
For those of you who have wondered or even worried, I am still alive. I was gone for a handful of months there, I know and I've been quieter than normal a lot lately. There have been things going on in my life and it hasn't been super easy to handle, but I'm doing my best to keep pushing forward. Hoping to be around more.
This is just a quick little update. I'm stressing about a small handful of things, most of them writing related. Nothing to worry about though.

I'm feeling ancient. My 10 year high school reunion happens this year. TEN YEARS YOU GUYS!!! I graduated HIGH SCHOOL TEN YEARS AGO!!! *faints* F*ck!

We still don't know exactly what we're doing, but it's going to happen in a handful of months. I'm looking forward to some of the people I KNOW are going to be going. We'll see if they show though. It'll be nice to spend some time catching up with some of the folks I went to school with, but others... I'm not looking forward to seeing some of the other "familiar" faces. Cue an eye roll here.

Life is... Going well overall I think. I've reconnected to parts of myself that I had lost. I've been exploring more of my mentality.

In 2 days last week I baked like 10 DOZEN cookies. X.X They turned out awesome though. :D

Hopefully I'll have more updates for you later on. This week, this month... Something like that. Hoping for sooner rather than later.

~Heather/Razor/Shavor
  • Listening to: Country music.
  • Reading: A lot.
  • Watching: Nothing at the moment.
  • Playing: With ideas.
  • Eating: Nothing at the moment.
  • Drinking: Water!

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Heather "Razor" Shaver
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
I'm a writer who also happens to work in a library and my partner works in a book factory. I wrote so much so heavily in my youth that I ended up with Tendonitis which is something you can never get rid of, but you can deal with. It's basically a fancy word for inflamed tendons. Simply put, this means that if I write or do too many things with my writing hand (right) it hurts very badly and can keep me from doing other things. There's a massive difference between typing and writing, but if I do either for too long then I really feel it. Even so, when I get in the mood and the muse and I are on the same wavelength then I write several pieces or several pages at a time. This also effects things like gaming.

If you have questions about me or my work you're more than welcome to contact me! I love talking with people and I try my best to reply within a decent amount of time. The dA app has made this wonderfully easy for notes and comments and replies. :iconheartlaplz: You can find ways to contact me below if you'd prefer to reach me off of dA.

Some of my favorite people are: :iconcapnearlgrey:, :iconvioletrogue:, :iconlupus2032:, :iconredoctoberrising:, :iconixris:, :iconvulpes-vulpes-fox:, :iconltgdomo:, :iconev1l-monsterboy:, :icontheultimatet:, :iconblackwolfsilverpaw:, :iconaaronsynn:
e-mail contact: hrshavor@gmail.com
NaNoWriMo: Razor13 (nanowrimo.org/en/participants/…) (same username for Camp NaNoWriMo)
Blog: hrshavor.wordpress.com/
Current Residence: I was in one place until just after I turned 25, and since then I've lived in another place farther away from where I work, but I like where I live.
Favourite genre of music: Pop, pop punk, punk, alternative rock, rock, emo... I'm fairly eclectic when it comes to my music taste.
Favourite style of art: Have you seen my favorites? I'm open-minded to styles.
Operating System: I both live and work with computers that run on Windows 10.
MP3 player of choice: My iPod or, lately, my phone (Amazon Prime Music and Audible).
Wallpaper of choice: I almost always have something up so I don't see this much, but usually something with primarily dark colors.
Favourite cartoon character: I'm going to change this to favorite comic strip which is Salem Uncommons by :iconaaronsynn: right here on dA!
Personal Quote: "Sometimes the greatest gift is the sound of the one you love walking in the door." - Me
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snruterrettahdam Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for all the faves :hug:
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Bahogar Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2018
Happy birthday Heather! :party:
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Razor13 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. I need to drop you a note!
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snruterrettahdam Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
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Razor13 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks. Hope you're doing well.
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snruterrettahdam Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
you too :)
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snruterrettahdam Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch :)
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Razor13 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're quite welcome. I was glad to hear from CapnEarlGrey that you'd returned.
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snruterrettahdam Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Yup, I'm hoping for good this time
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Razor13 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Only time will tell. I know Cap needed a break at one point as well so I was helping with what I could being ears and eyes for him here some days. I was glad he decided to come back.

Thank you for the watch.
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