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First of all, I can't rate this high on originality as it's a spin off from a fanfic. Not to say that that is a bad thing by any means....


Dark Thoughts

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 26, 2012, 6:05 PM
Considering my own mortality is always fun. I try and keep my thoughts logical and force myself only to listen to the ones that make sense.
So what can I do when I see my own life as one of little to no worth?
What do I do when I can't have any faith in the future?
Why do I always want so much more than what I have?
Why do I have enough to get on, but I feel like I have nothing?
Why do I feel pathetic for feeling this way?

Told you this was fun.

I really want to enjoy life, but I can't see myself having anything of worth or giving anything worth having.

So when you think this way, and start writing just to clear your mind and seperate what you think from your sense of what is real to the extent you can't even focus clearly. I only want peace. Why can I only think of gaining it by commiting self annilation?

I dream of better things, but I don't think I'll ever have them. How do you gain what you want without doing it the wrong way? I don't want to interact with the world, and I wish people would call me, even though I'll ignore the call, and I just want to be left alone, even though I desire companionship more than anything else. Am I sane? I want out, this world is just foul and horrific and magnificent and beautiful and I have no place here, but everyone else does.

Time makes me older and older by I'm no wiser or mature, I'm just a failure of a person. I don't undersand how this world works and I don't think I want to. Nothing good lasts, everything decays and fades.

I should get some sleep. I don't want to go to work tommorow.

  • Listening to: The Promise - Within Temption


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Not an artist myself, I just really like to see other peoples work


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Adiraiju Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
RavenRyy Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2015
Thank you muchly ser!
Adiraiju Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Disse86 Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015
Thanks for watching! :D
RavenRyy Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015
Thank you for the art!
Adiraiju Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
RavenRyy Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014
Thank ye kindly sir!
Adiraiju Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
AxelMedellin Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch and fav!
RavenRyy Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014
You deserve it mate!
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