I just really need to thank all of you, the good folks who have watched me , favorite my artwork, and write comments. Really really fucking
thank you so much. I rarely delete those notifications because looking at them for days it gives me small feelings of accomplishments that I really need.
This part is just about me, feel free to skip. Ever since I quit my job my anxiety and depression has gotten out of hand, and I never predicted it. I thought i would be out looking for jobs again in a week...it's been a month. Now my daily struggle is figuring out how to sleep. Thinking about it makes me panic, sleeping when i finally can pass out means at 8am , then i sleep all day and feel awful. Making myself pass out early with meds means I still sleep until like 4pm. I can't win. I'm just so goddamn thankful for these little notifications you all give me with a little click here or there, they are currently the shiniest part of my day and i like to just keep looking over them.