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When I get depressed by Raphsgirl113 When I get depressed :iconraphsgirl113:Raphsgirl113 0 0
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It hurts, being Lesbian
Being Les is hard
People stair, and point, and laugh
Their ridicule hurts and their words are sharper than daggers
Walking down the halls of my school, or down the street, with my girlfriend is almost painful
When you look at the other people, see them look away quickly and murmur is torture.
It hurts. Everything but the fire in my heart for her keeps me together and sane.
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Inner Battle
There is no point.
No point to life,
Or death,
Or anything in between.
Why live if not to die?
Why die if not to suffer?
Why move if not to cause pain?
There is no point
There’s a point to everything.
Light in life,
Peace in death,
And experience everywhere in between.
Pain may come, but so will the light.
Hold your head up high...
And believe there will be a brighter day.
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Literature
I got dark
He slices me and cuts me.
He heals me and shelters me.
I need to run,
I need to stay.
I’m torn.
He strikes me, but loves me.
What should I do?
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Revenge- LeoxReader TMNT
Don’t forget the description! Enjoy!😉
It was close to midnight when it happened. And explosion erupted, waking you, your (sibling) and your parents. Your mom ran to a window to see what was up and your dad came to get you and your (siblings).
“We need to get out of here now. There’s a fire and it’s big.”
You all tried running down the stairs of your apartment but the fire was down there. The fire escape was you only option and you took it. You were out the window and helping your sibling, mom and dad helping from behind. I heard a high pitched whistle and another explosion. After that everything was a blur. You and you sibling were flung from the fire escape, the explosion had hit your house and your parents still inside.
You came to a couple hours later. There was a loud ringing in your ears and everything was fuzzy. When a giant turtle-man was yelling at you. “Ma’am? Ma’am! You need to get out of the city! Come on! Get up!
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Mating season-RaphxReader
Hey peeps! Don’t forget to read the description. Enjoy!😝
You were sitting in the living room, reading a comic, while April was off ‘studying’ with Cassey. You had locked all doors and windows except for the door to the kitchen and bathroom. The final week was almost up and no one has been touched. Although, you weren’t Completely against the idea of Raph caching you. But you also didn’t want him to find out your feelings like that, note did you want to do it when he was in that state. *shiver*.
You got up and went to the kitchen, you felt a cool breeze waft over you. You shivered and looked to the window, the lock was gone and it was open. ‘Uh-oh’ you thought as a shiver ran down your back. You grabbed your daggers (cause you just have them lying around😝) and went back into the living room to a certain red branded title on the couch. Your breath was caught in your throat. He looked at you with his emerald green eyes, the eyes th
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Donniex Mutated!Enemy!Reader
Hey peeps! There’s and update in the description so don’t forget! Enjoy!😁
Your walking down a dark, deserted road in your black cloak. It’s almost midnight and your going to meet the patrol. Karai was gonna have a second patrol you needed to meet. You flicked your tail in disgust.
You and Karai didn’t like each other, both fighting for Master Shredders favoritism. Tiger claw was your cousin and most loyal supporter and vis versa. Regrettably, he was eaten by a giant alien worm! And now you and Karai were to take out the turtles.
Tomorrow, Shredder promised to make you the official second in command! You loved the idea. You walked down an alley and removed the cloak. You were wearing fairly revealing clothes, you remand modest though. You were a beautiful tigeress. You had black fur with thin, orange stripes. A unique pattern, but it hide you better. You leapt to the rooftops and ran to your patrol. You made the motion to move out.
You had a belt with a d
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Nightwatcher-part 2, RaphxReader
Hey peeps! I’m so sry that this took so long!😰! I hope you forgive me. Enjoy!😁
It had been a couple days since you had fought with the Nightwatcher. You had been wanting to see him again and often went by the places he patrolled, but to no avail. You were walking home from work/school and you had taken a later shift so the sun was setting.
You walked past and alley and heard a muffled yelp. You went to check it out since you were headed for your stash anyways. When you turned the corner you saw a bunch of guys, and something very inhumanly. You saw couple of girls, prissy ones too.
You sighed, your stash was up on one of the fire escapes. You silently jumped up and grabbed your weapons and half-mask. You suited up and went back down.
“Ya know, I hate it when guys pick on innocent women!” You said, coming up behind one of them and hitting the back of his head with your metal bat.
They all turned and charged, all of a sudden a balled chain knock some the
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Mating season-Mickey xReader
Hey peeps! I’m sooo sorry! I haven’t had a whole lot of time on my hands. Enjoy!😁
You and April had made it most of the way through. With half a week was left, regretfully April had been gotten by Donnie a couple times. You were headed back from the skate park and perfecting your skills. The sun was almost set and you picked up the pace, the guys would be out soon.
You weren’t as worried about most of them getting you but one, Michelangelo. You’ve had a crush on him for a while and until fairly recently had you realized how much he liked you back! You hadn’t gotten the courage to ask him and now you defiantly couldn’t.
You passed an alley and got grabbed, a guy covered your mouth and thrust you agents a wall.
“Gimme your money and I might let you go unharmed miss” he smiled deviously, you could smell the drugs and alcohol on his breath. Suddenly he was gone, you heard a crash and an all to familiar voice.
“She’s mine.&
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Blind Bandit-part 9, Raph
Hey peeps, read the description! I’m soooo sorry for taking so long! Enjoy!😁
It’s been a couple days since Max and the flock saved you and the guys and they were pretty uneasy at first. After the second day, they started to relax.
“And your sure that they’re okay?” Was a common question from Raph. You would always reply with a short yes.
Fang was usually meditating with Sensei, Max hung with Leo, Mickey Iggy and Gazzy human out often(unfortunately), Donnie would teach Nudge and Angel new stuff and Raph usually lingered with you. You were still recovering and trying not to get to mad.
You were sitting on the flat roof of one of the sky-scrapers thinking. You here a scream, not unusual or anything but, this one caught your attention. You stood up and started to jog in that direction. You looked into an alley to see the guys that busted you up serous a couple of teenagers. Two were pretty drunk.
You let the rage fill you, your wings expanded and your
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Tmnt, mating season-Donnie
Hey peeps! Just read the description. Enjoy!😁
You arrived at April’s house with a small suitcase. You knocked and waited for an answer. The sun was starting to set and you were getting slightly worried. It was the final night before mating season, you had spent all day with them, readying them that they wouldn’t be able to get in.
She answered the door and yanked you in. She slammed and locked the door. She Brussels about, locking all windows and doors leaving one bedroom, the living room and kitchen unlocked. She sighed as she finished.
“Okay, with everything locked we should be safe, although with both of us and Donnie out there? Ugh!” April said as she lead you to the bedroom, it had a bathroom with a shower and all, good.
“What do ya mean? I understand with you but me? No way!” You replied.
She looked slightly shocked then smiled, she knew about your crush on the purple branded terrapin. “Oh (Y/N), he likes you. He just hides it wit
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Why do we...
Why?
Why am I here? What is my purpose? Why do I live if I’m not doing anything? Why do I love? Why do I hate? Is there a purpose to this life but that we only die in the end? Why not just get it over with instead of suffering? Isn’t that what we all do anyways? Why am I even alive!?! If not to die, if not to love, if not to live then what?
Why?
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Raph x Mutated!reader: one shot
Hey peeps! Rad the desecration, blah blah blah. Enjoy!😁
You opened your eyes and sat up, you looked around your room sleepily. You got out of bed and got dressed. You ripped another hole in your shorts for your tale and headed to the living room. Mickey was watching tv, Raph was doing his workout and Donnie was in his lab. You couldn’t see Leo so he was most likely meditating with Sensei.
You plopped on the couch, you had been living with them for more then a year now. You had been captured by kraang and mutated. Likely you had meat another girl, one from your school, named April O’niel. She told you about the guys and they rescued you both, but not before they had mutated you into some kind of lizard or salamander.
“Hey dudette! You missed breakfast and April’s coming by to bring you the homework and all that!” Mickey said as he greeted you.
“Oh, okay well thanks for the update! What’s on this morning?” You gestured to the tv, he
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Blind Bandit-part 8!!
Hey peeps! So just read the description and you’ll be good! Enjoy!
You had passed out days ago, and slowly but surely coming to. You heard stuffed loud voices, then fuzzy, now fairly clear.
“So let me get this strait! You were her first family, the ones that got her out of the prison! And your just now looking for her!!? That is so messed up!” Clearly Raph, the only one to get really mad, really fast and loud. You didn’t feel anyone in the room.
“No, and yes. We looked for! She’s my cousins for Christ sakes! We couldn’t find her! And yes we are her first family! Did you miss the wings!?!” Was that? No, she wouldn’t be here! Max!?!
You slowly got up and shakily started to walk to the door. You grasped your side in pain and felt bandaging. You internally gasped and remembered that night. You walked to the door and leaned against the frame of the arc.
“What’s going on?” You said in a scratchy voice.
“(Y/N)!!!
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When I get depressed
Hey guys! Drawing is one of my few outlets for my depression and pain. So I’ll draw small stuff and big stuff. This is just a small example. I know some of you know what I’m talking about. Arts and outlet, and I use it.
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I live in a town so gripped by religion they hate me. I have few friends and an awesome girlfriend. But all of us are LGBT, and thoroughly rejected. What people do know me know I’m Les and hate me for it. I can’t go very many places without being looked down upon, whispered about, laughed or glared at.

My parents know, and my dad beats me. He’s a Christian, his entire side of the family is. Most of them hate me but love me. They hate I’m Les but love most everything else. My mom is more supportive but isn’t home most the time. My step dad has pretty much raised me since my parents divorced and loves me like I was truly his. My little sister’s one of the most excepting in my family. But she’s also eight and has gotten hucked on the popular ‘LGBT’s are bad’ thing that’s going about.

I’ve thought and almost have drawn my blade for the last time. Everytime I’m about to slice I think of my friends and girlfriend and the little family I have that loves me through and through. Then 8 move the blade somewhere no one’ll see and I wont kill me.

I hate what I love. And I love what I do. I hate that I’m not excepted for who I am, but love that I’m different. I hate that I’m lost in a sea of cruel jokes and rumors, but love that I’m unique. Sometimes I wonder wether it’s worth it to endure all this ridicule. What do you think? I can’t wait much longer.

I’m being suffocated and no one’s listening to my screams. I’m a trapped voice, trying to let it all out. But no ones there, no ones listening! I’m a trapped voice, a trapped scream. A caged tear. A cornered creature. I have few escapes, and only one will always listen.
From what I’ve seen and felt and witnessed in general, you can never truly understand the struggles of a lesbian or gay unless you are one. You can get a really good idea, but it’s just not the same. Ya know. If you are one, you know a lot about what I’m speaking of. Even being Bi still isn’t ‘acceptable’ in most places. Take Yakima WA, my home, for example. It a small, poor town full of gangs and drugs and a whole lot worse. You can’t go down the street holding you girlfriend or boyfriend’s hand if your gay or bi! You’ll get shot. Yakima’s full of conservative, jackass idiots with nothing better to do than either abuse or ignore their kids!

I’ve seen anywhere between dead and barely appressed in my classmates and such. All of them then abuse and mess with each other and it just keeps going in a big, cruel circle. And anyone who isn’t the same is trapped. Right. In. The. Middle. And for someone like my girlfriend, a slight push-over, it’s bad.

I’ve wished a lot that I could protect her better, but there are just somethings I can’t do. As hard as I try. I’m a hippy, was a Christian, and have almost always been a Lesbian. I’ve stood up for kids my age at my school for the past few years. I wish I could do more. Any ideas? Thanks for listening, hope you agree with me.
Being Les is hard
People stair, and point, and laugh
Their ridicule hurts and their words are sharper than daggers
Walking down the halls of my school, or down the street, with my girlfriend is almost painful
When you look at the other people, see them look away quickly and murmur is torture.

It hurts. Everything but the fire in my heart for her keeps me together and sane.
It hurts, being Lesbian
Hey guys, yes. This is all true and is based on what I’ve endured, witnessed and felt. I don’t care what you think, especially if it’s negative, because Ima always be myself. No. Matter. What. I hope it inspired you guys and will find yourselves a bit more at price with us Les’s and Gays. See ya round!😁
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I live in a town so gripped by religion they hate me. I have few friends and an awesome girlfriend. But all of us are LGBT, and thoroughly rejected. What people do know me know I’m Les and hate me for it. I can’t go very many places without being looked down upon, whispered about, laughed or glared at.

My parents know, and my dad beats me. He’s a Christian, his entire side of the family is. Most of them hate me but love me. They hate I’m Les but love most everything else. My mom is more supportive but isn’t home most the time. My step dad has pretty much raised me since my parents divorced and loves me like I was truly his. My little sister’s one of the most excepting in my family. But she’s also eight and has gotten hucked on the popular ‘LGBT’s are bad’ thing that’s going about.

I’ve thought and almost have drawn my blade for the last time. Everytime I’m about to slice I think of my friends and girlfriend and the little family I have that loves me through and through. Then 8 move the blade somewhere no one’ll see and I wont kill me.

I hate what I love. And I love what I do. I hate that I’m not excepted for who I am, but love that I’m different. I hate that I’m lost in a sea of cruel jokes and rumors, but love that I’m unique. Sometimes I wonder wether it’s worth it to endure all this ridicule. What do you think? I can’t wait much longer.

I’m being suffocated and no one’s listening to my screams. I’m a trapped voice, trying to let it all out. But no ones there, no ones listening! I’m a trapped voice, a trapped scream. A caged tear. A cornered creature. I have few escapes, and only one will always listen.

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Thanks for the fave!
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Thank you ever so much for the fav! :tighthug: Have a lovely day/night!
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Flashing Heart Bullet (Orange) by Gasara Thank you so much for the watch and support!
It means a lot to me and I'm so glad to have you as a member of my watch
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Thank you for the fave Love Purple by daniya-ART
Hope you will enjoy my upcoming art as well because that would make me happy if I can can continue to inspire you.(Feel free to watch me ) cute watch by DiegoVainilla
What do you like the most on my works?
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Raphsgirl113 Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Well, um, I dunno. It's just really good. I like that it's anime 4 sure. I know it gives me inspiration for my own personal drawings.
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Km92 Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are so kind, thanks! * o * Shooting Star by King-Lulu-Deer
I do appreciate your time for answering my question ~
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