Where the dove criesFall down upon the earthen soilsAnd find your peace at lastCan you see through all the tretcheryCan you see through all the shattered glassLike lamps lit upon the nightYour eyes watch the stars aboveDo you wish for what you cannot haveDo you wish to find that a worthy loveDipped within the waters sheenThe ripples roll awayCan you still remember it allCan you still recall the daySnuffed out like flames that danced so freeMy soul no more is bound to theeDo you see it where it liesDo you see it shattered where the dove cries
Song of painCan you hear meI'm standing here calling to youAgainCan you see meI'm that ghost who is haunting your mindAgainI don't know what to doAnd this pain in my heart says theres nothing to loseSo what nowSo what nowI stand hereI look for salvationDying each secondAgainYou won't even look to me, think of me, answer meWhy won't you speak to me now, after all it was youAgainI'm breaking half and I'm losing my pathLiving my hurt and screaming this painFor youAlways For youYou turn awayThis silence is killing meAgainHear breaks eachdayMy heart breaks eachdayFor youAlways For youAnd when I am deadWill you even remember me, think of me, cry for meHurt for me, need for me, dream of me, ohhhhhhhI'm lost in this darknessAlone I am searchingFor YouAgainAlways for youAlways for youAgain
FinaleDeath. How it placed its lips upon me and kissed so deep that my very soul poured out into its shadowed folds. I, all but captive within its placid cocoon, this webbing that bound me against its morbid beauty. I had called this being unto me, sung the sweet melody that slipped the curve upon its ear and carried him towards me. From my lips poured the siren song into the immortal hands of heavens dark lit beauty as diamonds fell from upon my cheeks in accompaniment, as if keeping time within the rhythm of an unseen orchestra that hung mid air about me.As though separated from my own being, I watched with resigned eyes, deep and dark, while moments spilled past my line of sight. Time leading up until these moments, how each rewrote their presence before me here. This woman whom I hardly recognized any longer, seated before a desk with pen resting gently from hand to paper and as though reading aloud the words that were placed by its tip I heard with eerie remembrance a lasting testimoni
The MirrorIf your eyes were a mirrorTo reflect to me what you seeWould I know the woman before youOr would I see this darkness that is me.You tell me I am amazingThat I am a soul unlike anyotherBut I don't see this woman you speak ofI only see this woman here.... this nothing..You asked me why I see me as a void within the skiesWhy I can't see how I look within anothers eyesAnd I tell you that its how I am, and theres nothing more to meBut once again you whisper baby,You're amazing to me.So here I sit alone againAnd in the mirror I lookBut I can't see the woman you seeAll I see is me...And thats when you pulled me close and said Baby, Thats why you're amazing to me...Why can't I see myself as the woman I am told I amWhy can't I define myself and be as happy as I can.I'm lost in silent wonders trying to see me as you doAnd then I understand I don't need to see it, cause Baby, you do.Maybe one day I'll look up and in the mirror I will seeThis amazing woman you described, sta
My PurgatoryFutile self destructionHow I see it allAs though it hangs with rappid mysts upon the solom browDead though I am I still stand in waitLost to all passingLost to heavens gateSweet fallen angelsWill you not show the wayTell me now the passageFree me from this day.
My Death UnknownLostA spirit rises over the landFalling to sit upon the groundLooking for what once it knewLost amid the confusion of truthLostDarkness stands before youNothing is behind youWeeping all about youTruth illudes your mindLostWalking in the feildsPeople you see crySpeaking out to each of themThey mumble that you've diedLostWhere has your angel goneWhy is Limbo where you standWhen will you accept the factThat you live no longer in this landLostConfusion in your mindUnsure of where to goPass across the River StixLet pass this time of Woe.
The LostI have not been as I have always beenA pillar by the doorStrength I am not as you would have meA rock on yonder shore.I have not seen as I have always seenThe shadows beyond my doorSight has made me as you see meTwisted through the core.I cannot hear as I once heardAngels at the dawnNo longer can I see them as I had once seenFor from me it is gone.I cannot speak as I have always spokeWords that once had shaunNo longer will my lips now moveThis soul is lost and gone