Song of painCan you hear me
I'm standing here calling to you
Can you see me
I'm that ghost who is haunting your mind
I don't know what to do
And this pain in my heart says theres nothing to lose
So what now
So what now
I stand here
I look for salvation
Dying each second
You won't even look to me, think of me, answer me
Why won't you speak to me now, after all it was you
I'm breaking half and I'm losing my path
Living my hurt and screaming this pain
Always For you
You turn away
This silence is killing me
Hear breaks eachday
My heart breaks eachday
Always For you
And when I am dead
Will you even remember me, think of me, cry for me
Hurt for me, need for me, dream of me, ohhhhhhh
I'm lost in this darkness
Alone I am searching
Always for you
Always for you
FinaleDeath. How it placed its lips upon me and kissed so deep that my very soul poured out into its shadowed folds. I, all but captive within its placid cocoon, this webbing that bound me against its morbid beauty. I had called this being unto me, sung the sweet melody that slipped the curve upon its ear and carried him towards me. From my lips poured the siren song into the immortal hands of heavens dark lit beauty as diamonds fell from upon my cheeks in accompaniment, as if keeping time within the rhythm of an unseen orchestra that hung mid air about me.
As though separated from my own being, I watched with resigned eyes, deep and dark, while moments spilled past my line of sight. Time leading up until these moments, how each rewrote their presence before me here. This woman whom I hardly recognized any longer, seated before a desk with pen resting gently from hand to paper and as though reading aloud the words that were placed by its tip I heard with eerie remembrance a lasting testimoni
The MirrorIf your eyes were a mirror
To reflect to me what you see
Would I know the woman before you
Or would I see this darkness that is me.
You tell me I am amazing
That I am a soul unlike anyother
But I don't see this woman you speak of
I only see this woman here.... this nothing..
You asked me why I see me as a void within the skies
Why I can't see how I look within anothers eyes
And I tell you that its how I am, and theres nothing more to me
But once again you whisper baby,
You're amazing to me.
So here I sit alone again
And in the mirror I look
But I can't see the woman you see
All I see is me...
And thats when you pulled me close and said Baby, Thats why you're amazing to me...
Why can't I see myself as the woman I am told I am
Why can't I define myself and be as happy as I can.
I'm lost in silent wonders trying to see me as you do
And then I understand I don't need to see it, cause Baby, you do.
Maybe one day I'll look up and in the mirror I will see
This amazing woman you described, sta
My PurgatoryFutile self destruction
How I see it all
As though it hangs with rappid mysts upon the solom brow
Dead though I am I still stand in wait
Lost to all passing
Lost to heavens gate
Sweet fallen angels
Will you not show the way
Tell me now the passage
Free me from this day.
My Death UnknownLost
A spirit rises over the land
Falling to sit upon the ground
Looking for what once it knew
Lost amid the confusion of truth
Darkness stands before you
Nothing is behind you
Weeping all about you
Truth illudes your mind
Walking in the feilds
People you see cry
Speaking out to each of them
They mumble that you've died
Where has your angel gone
Why is Limbo where you stand
When will you accept the fact
That you live no longer in this land
Confusion in your mind
Unsure of where to go
Pass across the River Stix
Let pass this time of Woe.
The LostI have not been as I have always been
A pillar by the door
Strength I am not as you would have me
A rock on yonder shore.
I have not seen as I have always seen
The shadows beyond my door
Sight has made me as you see me
Twisted through the core.
I cannot hear as I once heard
Angels at the dawn
No longer can I see them as I had once seen
For from me it is gone.
I cannot speak as I have always spoke
Words that once had shaun
No longer will my lips now move
This soul is lost and gone