The MirrorIf your eyes were a mirror
To reflect to me what you see
Would I know the woman before you
Or would I see this darkness that is me.
You tell me I am amazing
That I am a soul unlike anyother
But I don't see this woman you speak of
I only see this woman here.... this nothing..
You asked me why I see me as a void within the skies
Why I can't see how I look within anothers eyes
And I tell you that its how I am, and theres nothing more to me
But once again you whisper baby,
You're amazing to me.
So here I sit alone again
And in the mirror I look
But I can't see the woman you see
All I see is me...
And thats when you pulled me close and said Baby, Thats why you're amazing to me...
Why can't I see myself as the woman I am told I am
Why can't I define myself and be as happy as I can.
I'm lost in silent wonders trying to see me as you do
And then I understand I don't need to see it, cause Baby, you do.
Maybe one day I'll look up and in the mirror I will see
This amazing woman you described, sta
My PurgatoryFutile self destruction
How I see it all
As though it hangs with rappid mysts upon the solom brow
Dead though I am I still stand in wait
Lost to all passing
Lost to heavens gate
Sweet fallen angels
Will you not show the way
Tell me now the passage
Free me from this day.
My Death UnknownLost
A spirit rises over the land
Falling to sit upon the ground
Looking for what once it knew
Lost amid the confusion of truth
Darkness stands before you
Nothing is behind you
Weeping all about you
Truth illudes your mind
Walking in the feilds
People you see cry
Speaking out to each of them
They mumble that you've died
Where has your angel gone
Why is Limbo where you stand
When will you accept the fact
That you live no longer in this land
Confusion in your mind
Unsure of where to go
Pass across the River Stix
Let pass this time of Woe.
The LostI have not been as I have always been
A pillar by the door
Strength I am not as you would have me
A rock on yonder shore.
I have not seen as I have always seen
The shadows beyond my door
Sight has made me as you see me
Twisted through the core.
I cannot hear as I once heard
Angels at the dawn
No longer can I see them as I had once seen
For from me it is gone.
I cannot speak as I have always spoke
Words that once had shaun
No longer will my lips now move
This soul is lost and gone
Childe of the Ghostly SorrowThere is darkness here
Longing in the night for what is gone
There is no peace here
Solitude is all that comes
Sweet mistress of the night
who hides thy face in moonlit shadows
take me from myself...
dear Goddess of the night
who spies upon the living through pin pricks in the sky
Tell me why..
tell me why I feel dead within
why there is no song that my heart would sing
why waterfalls have formed upon my cheek and taken place upon my quivered lips
as though a diamond made with pure liquid sat
the mists that blur my visions now with anguish that won't pass
forgive me if i have wronged
forgive this stupid child of light
who walks amid the fallen towers now as though she were nothing more then ghost
perhaps though, ghost is all that remains
lost amid the sorrows of her path
where mirrors lay to trick the mind
and no light would dare show face to caress her lost soul...
A Forgotten Face~ I rise and I fall
Like sweet silvren moon
In black sat sky
How mother drapes her black veils upon her radiance
To hide away all but the pin pricks of light.
I rise and I fall
Like a child lost
Called forth in her dreams
Held down to die off
Like sweet silvren moon that clings to the sky
When morrow shall come
In mothers black veils I will die.
But weep not for me
Think not on this
I was but a child alone in the mists
I won't be remembered
Nor known for much
I never really lived
Though I've suffered so much.
So now lay me down
Within mothers womb
Cover me over
In my earthen tomb
Leave it unmarked
Rest no stone in my place
For I am as I should be
A forgotten face...~