I can't believe I just unloaded a whole LOT of my purest feelings over some lame ex-friend of mine. Alex was my most non-E.Q-abled... Yet it felt so easy to just tell him.
Of the one I love... of how frustrated I am right now.
He got all MAN on me. "You keep building walls around you, because deep inside you're so fragile, so scared to get hurt again by the ones you love".
I taught you how to nail the ladies, don't you go all 'I'm experienced and you're just a naive child' on me!!!!!1.
I wish this love was two sided... I wish Alex is right but I just can't trust his words.
I'm not what he thinks I am... I'm just lost at the moment... and that feels SO wrong.
If going back to being the bitch I was, is the only way to the road of no regrets and no disappointments... then so be it, right? right.
Listening to: Puddle of Mudd - Spin You Around
Reading: done with After School Nightmare... wish I haven't
Watching: my plants growing.
Playing: with kaki.
Eating: my heart.