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:iconrain-ette:Rain-ette posted a status
I will never grow out of this.

This feeling of constantly having to give and give to keep friends, the feeling of loneliness when no one talks to me. I feel like i have nothing to give and that I value as nothing. I always feel like I'm being replaced it doesn't matter by who. I feel like I'm nothing more than a walking target sometimes too. 

but i'm always the problem. it's me.
I'm the toxic one. Everyone was right. I just aid my own demise. I always want to be worth something to someone and i feel like the moment their attention leaves me than I'm no longer anything. That I'm not good. I'm not good. I'm falling apart. I struggle every day and it won't stop. i'm the problem, i'm the problem. 

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Nerventee Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2018  Hobbyist
I feel exactly the same. Every word.
I wish i could give you advise.
Please feel hugged. You deserve to be happy
Pastel-bunn Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2018
you don't have to do anything for me. if you ever want to talk or call i'm here for you bb. you're amazing and i love talking to you.
PrincessCadance8765 Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Don't feel bad! This may be inappropriate, but I suggest you call the suicide hotline, which is this # here: 1-800-273-8255 They will help you're than I ever will. 
Friddged Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2018  Student General Artist
Im sorry you feel this way rain, I hope this gets better and that you won't feel like this anymore. I honestly think your an amazing friend and you dont have to give and give to have those friends
GrauOrchidee Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2018  Professional General Artist
I feel like this sometimes too.  If you ever want to talk hit me up.  <3  People care about you.  You're worth something.  You're not alone.
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