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Risks, Fears, and Chances

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Risks, Fears, and Chances

A dismal, foggy day like any other in Cemeste, California, I walked along the creaking peir, staring down at the boards, my shaking hands stuffed into the pockets of my ratted grey hoodie. My feet, pale and sandy, trod along the damp wood as I dodged the splinters that protruded from the peir. Beneath me, I could hear the high pitched chirps of baby pidgeons, their nests built securely between the pilings beneath me. Pilings that suspended me above the fridgid water. It was springtime in southern california, and all I could see was a dark, stormy grey sky, a churning, choppy, deep green sea, and the end of the peir that seemed an eternity awa

Lonely

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Lonely

In a crowded room, But no one hears me screaming, Hundreds of people surround me, But I've never felt so alone. I don't need just anyone, But god, do I need someone, Why can I long for people, But never say a word. I tell myself I'm stronger than that, And hate to admit I'm weak, That I may wake up one day, To find it is true. That maybe I do need someone to hear me scream, And scream with me as loud as they can, Till our eardrums burst from the sound, And drown out all my lonliness.
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Risks, Fears, and Chances

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Risks, Fears, and Chances

A dismal, foggy day like any other in Cemeste, California, I walked along the creaking peir, staring down at the boards, my shaking hands stuffed into the pockets of my ratted grey hoodie. My feet, pale and sandy, trod along the damp wood as I dodged the splinters that protruded from the peir. Beneath me, I could hear the high pitched chirps of baby pidgeons, their nests built securely between the pilings beneath me. Pilings that suspended me above the fridgid water. It was springtime in southern california, and all I could see was a dark, stormy grey sky, a churning, choppy, deep green sea, and the end of the peir that seemed an eternity awa

Lonely

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Lonely

In a crowded room, But no one hears me screaming, Hundreds of people surround me, But I've never felt so alone. I don't need just anyone, But god, do I need someone, Why can I long for people, But never say a word. I tell myself I'm stronger than that, And hate to admit I'm weak, That I may wake up one day, To find it is true. That maybe I do need someone to hear me scream, And scream with me as loud as they can, Till our eardrums burst from the sound, And drown out all my lonliness.
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Live for the Sea

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Live for the Sea

Nothing else matters, Never felt so alive, Can't bear to close my eyes, That I may never see it again, Can't stand to take a breath, That I may not inhale the salt, Can't help myself, I'm in too deep, The sweet-salty guilty-pleasure, That is the sea. And I'm living it, And I'm breathing it, And not a second goes by that I'm not thinking of it, Someone help me please, It's my weakness, The sweet-salty-guilty-pleasure of the sea. I'll live for the waves, And I'll die for the sea, I'll waste away under the sun's heavy beams, If only for a wave that will carry me to shore, A current to pull my thoughts away. My mind's sanct

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My Bio
Current Residence: Pacific Ocean.
Favourite genre of music: techno and rock
Favourite photographer: Greg Rys and TORI (ur an amazing photographer) :]
Favourite style of art: I love vectors, lineart... basically anything that reminds me of the beach, or cute guys, or both :]
Operating System: Windows XP on an HP dv6000 -laptop-
MP3 player of choice: my pink iPod nano... scratched from the sand with random stickers all over it xD
Shell of choice: a, um, seashell?
Wallpaper of choice: the one I have now, this bodyboarding photomanip I made...
Skin of choice: tan, not sunburned... and hopefully not peeling too bad :(
Favourite cartoon character: ...not a cartoon character, but I luuuv stuart on madTV.
Personal Quote: 'it hurts so good' xD

Favourite Visual Artist
my friends hyperism and phantom-katt :]
Favourite Movies
Endless Summer... any old surf movies. and bodyboard ones too.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
deathcab, daft punk,digitalism, jason mraz, coldplay, jimmy eat world,bowling for soup,finger eleven
Favourite Games
guitar hero III... that's what I get for having brothers xD
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2. the wii's ok to though. I prefer my computer though.
Tools of the Trade
pen and paper/adobe photoshop elements 2.0, BODYBOARD!!!
Other Interests
Bodyboarding, Surfing/Skateboarding, the BEACH, basketball, friends...

Taking a Break...

Taking a Break...

I'm gonna take a break from deviantart. I might leave permanantly, or start a new account, or change my mind and come back to this one. I don't know. I'll let some of you know if I start a new account.

school in, summer out.

school in, summer out.

ehhh. school starts. tomorrow, tuesday, and summer will be officially OVER. So yah, I'll probably be pretty busy, with homework, and classes, and all that crap, which means less time for updates. So don't expect much art up for at least a few weeks. I guarentee you that if I'm not at school, I'll be trying to get as much surf time in as possible. On the positive side, the water will be less crowded- funfunfun. and most of the kooks will be scared off by the cold water, the swells, and the blackball flag going down. ...wow. for a second there I was actually EXCITED for summer to end. haha, that didn't last long. School aside, this was serio

do you DARE to read this?

do you DARE to read this?

haha, after having NO CELL PHONE for the last month, I FINALLY got a phone!!! long story short, I left my backpack at the beach when I went out bodyboarding, and somebody stole it. Everything else in there was basically just a sandy towel, an old terry senate t-shirt, and a few granola bar wrappers... so none of that was taken... just my phone. Apparently, my momma never canceled the phone though, so the guy used over 200 minutes of mine, and like, 300 texts or something crazy like that. and we paid for it. ): But I'm gonna look at the bigger picture... I'm thinking that it was god who told the phone-stealer to take my crappy little phone

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8D Where've you been, girlfriend?
Not hanging out with a hot bodyboarder, by any chance? ;]
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didja see the poem yet? I put it up for ya :P
naw, not yet... I'll check it out!!!