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I shall be attempting to revive this... gallery of sorts, now.
This means random pictures will be uploaded, random comments exchanged, various other things, and maybe I will fix my computer(s).

I have been encountering two rather bizarre bugs with dA - one entirely computer-side; dA apparently overloads my graphics card. (if that makes any sense, but it does like to start exploded when I come here... or maybe it's just firefox. Or some combination of applications)
And one that is probably just the result of my non-standard system - the messages and deviations pages at the top, you know what I'm refering to, they just... don't work. I can get them to load, and I can follow the links, but if I try to do anything else, I get an error or it tells me I have no messages. Or both.
So... eh.
Also, since I accidentally deleted my bootloader on the laptop that had windows, the odds of my getting a consistently working standard system again are rather diminished.

General, general notice:

The madness is departed. I think I have lost my mind.
This is a journal entry with no content except a disclaimer about how it has no content, except for that disclaimer that has no content, besides a disclaimer about how it has no content, and this disclaimer about how it has no content besides a disclaimer that is has no... um...

Oh, bugger. other news, I appear to be sidetracked. Good day.
That is pretty much it.

Not that anyone cares at this point... I sure do not. Though these last severances from any form of art community does induce a tone of melancholy.

"Ah, the futility," I said.
Apparently, DeviantART had defeated me.

So I declared myself dead.

I now realize that that wasn not the most accurate thing to do.  So, I, at this time, hereby declare myself undead. :D

Just don't expect me to be very active, or anything.

I do intend to finish all of your requests sooner or later, and I will post them as I finish them.

Completed requests so far:

For Thalden ~ Something Fishy
For Jesteppi ~ Fennec Mermaid
For Steppica ~ Steppica
For hookline-dreamer ~ The Angler, Destroyer of Worlds
For nomski ~ Tree-girl and a Wolf
For psycho785 ~ Wall of darkness
For Doobly ~ Greener Jellies are Preferable
I never have any idea of what to put for the subject of the journal. :roll: Go me.

But anyway, I really don't have much to say except for the fact that I am having a rather odd case of artist's block in which all I've drawn in the past two weeks it pretty much just a lot of merfolk. I don't know how to color them, either, as I have the color sense of a... well, something thats colorblind. ^^;

So please, name random colors that I've never heard of and give me some ideas...

Also, I'm feeling slightly suicidal in the metaphorical sense: I am giving requests.  The first ten people to comment and ask for something, if that many actually do, will get an art of their choice.  Of course, these do have to be reasonable... but anyway...

Actually, make that 15. :D

1~> :iconsteppica: Steppica
2~> :iconjesteppi: A foxish type of merperson
3~> :icongregly: Lenny
4~> :iconthalden: A fish
5~> :iconhookline-dreamer: The Angler
6~> :iconthe-teenage-dirtbag: Tunnle jumper going through the stargate
7~> :iconpecenipicek: Power armor thing
8~> :iconnomski: Wood nymph with a wolf
9~> :iconpsycho785: Scene from Blades and Dust
10~> :iconbunto: Bunto punching a ninja to death
11~> :iconcapn-flappy: Fat elf and clown fighting
12~> :icondoobly: Person with a jelly on their head
13~> :icondannitaylor: Drake

And I swear I will try to finish them by 2006.  Or 2007. Or whatever next year is. :paranoid: Thats why its suicidal, though.

Or maybe the year after that.

I probably meant to say something else, but no matter.
As an adjacentcy to the thing about my 'e' key not working, well, it turns out that I am really, really crazy.
:crazy: Megan managed to convince me to write a story entirely without 'e's.…
It got a mods choice, too.

But aside from that, today, or tomorrow, depending on your time zone, is an anniversary of great ...something... to me.  A year ago, I was kicked out of elfwood.  
So were :iconbunto: and :iconturqteischa:.  They deserve our congratulations, as that was what they were trying to do. :O  I wasn't, though.  :cries:

Okay, pure and simple irony. (or perhaps people messing with my head, I'll never really know, nor do I care to...)
I got a mod's choice on elfwood.
On the 19th.
Of August.
Same day as I got kicked out, one year later.

Also, my cat has been sneezing globs of mucus on things as of late.  Its really disgusting, and not only that, but I think I might be catching what he has.  Since I have knowledge of how to use a kleenex, I guess that that really doesn't matter, but I'm still worried about him and I wish there was something I could do so that he'd quit being so gross and snotty. :fear:

Also, it seems that my homework for Spanish class is to play several hours of videogames.
I don't think I'm going to be able to manage. :doh: I bet you guys could, though.  Easily.
And neither do the arrow keys.  Anyone know how to mount a keyboard? :drunk:

But aside from that... perhaps I shall write a rant about the brilliant new layout which just happns to not work with my web browsr and I hate besides? ...On second thought, I don't think I'm going to bother.

I was going to say something else, but I was wrong about what day it is, so it wouldn't apply.  O_O

I guess I just a have string of words to say:  giant flaming walrus.
Today, I have been here more than a year.  And what have I gained from the experience?  A dead platapus rotting in my closet.  

In news, there is nothing new, except that I have a new avatar and I don't know who its supposed to be.  er...  fwoodle.

And this would be the point where I steal TT's character quiz.

  :bulletred: lack of thyroid function
  :bulletblue: a vampire-lady who likes haranguing people with her umbrella, this is the one we want.

ze quiz:

What is your character's name? Athyria
What is your character's birthday? She'd already forgotten by the time I asked her.
Occupation? Haranguing people, attacking people with her umbrella, going back and forward in time in order to mess things up as much as physically possible, impersonating gods... In other words, whatever seems like a good idea at the time.
Love interests? She can't remember.
Favorite food? Throwable stuff.
Does your character like submarines? If they fly.
Has your character ever been in a submarine? Yes, but then it fell through a hole in the space-time continuum
How smart is your character? Not very, and she lost her Blastive Gun, too.
What was their early life like? She liked to hurt people.  Still does, actually
How tall are they? 5'4" generally, although nevr in recorded history has she actually stood up straight.
Is your character Chinese? No.
Is your character chemically inert? Maybe.
Why? Spontanious generation, thats why.
What is your character's favorite color? Black.  It doesn't exist.
Does your character do their own laundry? Of course not, she's a god.  Or she'll just steal other people's clothes...
Does your character like to take baths? No, its yearly, usually, although her watch broke, so nowadays she only takes them when people dump stuff on her.
Is your character a ladies' man, or a man's lady? Ha ha haha hahahahahahahahaha *dies*
What does he or she look like? Pale, hair of varying colors, clothes that previously had owners in other millenia, large hat with a big, floofy feather, large boots good for kicking people, black, lacy umbrella...
Is it a he or a she? A she, unless something went wrong during one of the journeys through time. O_o
Is your character based after someone you know? Somewhat...
Who? People I've met?  All of them, possibly...
Has your character ever been in any fights, battles, or accidents? she can't remember, but the answer is obviously yes, considering how much she like hurting people...
Has your character any strange habits? Well, they're not all that strange, but she does like trying to outyell people.
Is your character a criminal?!? No, she went back in time and altered the timeline so that everything she'd ever done couldn't have possibly happed due to lack of settings, characters and herself being there at all.
Why do you think you created this character? What glitch in your brain made
you produce this? Or was it something else??? Eh?!?
I had to write a story about a mad hatter, because I forgot how to draw and couldn't draw one.
And, FINALLY, does your character pee standing up? Er, do vampires pee in the first place?

Of course, there was something that I was planning to say in this journal entry, but that of course in't here, while a bunch of other stuff is.  Oh well.

Ah, yes, I remember now.  I was going to ask whether or not it would be a hideously bad idea to ask the Elfwood support why I was removed from elfwood a few months ago.  :|
Living people, mind if I rejoin you?

For all of you who don't remember me, I'm that dead girl that nobody cared about or even knew about in the first place.  

I have decided however, that with the tax season either unofficially or officially over, it must be time for me to claw myself out of the grave and gape at the two billion 'new' messages consisting of 70% deviations, 20% journal entries stating opinions about things I have never heard of, and 15% comments from three months ago that I still haven't responded to, before crawling back into the loose dirt and pulling the dead weeds over any left-over limbs sticking out, in the realization that you living folks are really productive.

Not that I give up easily.

So of course, I'm just going to ignore all the deviations and jounal entries posted before this exact moment and procede to only pay attention to the new stuff.  If there happens to exist anything that I really need look at, kindly let me know *before* ripping out my intestines and shoving them up my arse.  Thank you.
I shall be gone.  probably.  And I shall probably come back in May or June.  But I may not.  It may end up being closer to September.  Or it may be sooner.  It may be tomorrow.

In the meantime, good day.

By the way, does anyone know what to do about being depressed when petting the cat isn't an option?  Because I'm really starting to worry myself.  And this keyboard is so dirty that its disgusting.
House of randoms

It can take Rahah several days to move just through one tree.
The colour of Rahah is no indication of her spiciness, but size usually is.
Rahah can only be destroyed by intense heat, and is impermeable even to acid.
If you break Rahah, you will get seven years of bad luck.
Pacman was originally called Rahahman.
The first domain name ever registered was
If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about Rahah.
Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and Rahah are all berries!
Forty percent of the world's almonds and twenty percent of the world's peanuts are used in the manufacture of Rahah.
Originally, Rahah could not fly.

in other news, it turns out that I do not speak english fluently.  Half the time, I cannot comprehend myself, let alone others.  :O  And its even worse for spanish.

In other other news, its snowing.  Apparently, its been doing so for quite some time.  I want a snow day! :cries:
not that I'll get one.

in other other other news, I grew a mold farm.  it is furry and white, and is contained within a vase.  I shall give it to my mom as a gift.  :paranoid:  she shall find it in the morning.

Aparrently, the school I go to is too easy.  64% of the secondary students, I beleive it was, got on the honour roll for the first semester.  the unique people are those who got regular honour roll, as opposed to high honour roll or dean's list, because ther were only about seven of them in my year.  Its just sad.
the certificates they gave out, however, had shiny gold stickers on them.  the shinies are pwetty. :crazy:

Does anyone know where I could download something that could make mplayer play the video of mp4 files?  Because this is driving me nuts.

I forgot what this journal thing was supposed to be about.  I just sort of up and went to bed sometime last night, halfway through, and didn't even enter a subject.  So, I suppose this just means that I shall have to add a load of crap to the bottom in the hopes that I inadvertantly add what I meant to say in the fist place.  :crazy:

My history teacher, Mr. Cegielski, has problems with students ignoring him when he starts lecturing us and, as opposed to taking notes, those students often read.  I am one of those students, but that is mostly beside the point.  Another one of those students, Lance, continually has his book/s confiscated because of his incessant reading and the fact that he sits in the front of the classroom.  So, one day after class, we attempted to barter for the return of his books.  After a goodly amount of time eating into our lunch period, Lance finally got his book back.  I'm still not sure why.  It may or may not have had something to do with the point I made: I read in class all the time, and I had the highest grade of all Mr. Cegielski's students.  And that happened to be true.
But then it happened again.  The book was not so easily returned.  I stared up into the swirly of the flag hainging from the wall, lost my ballence, and fell onto my english teacher.  While trying to get Lance's book back. :paranoid:  I am not kidding, that really happened.
Now, of course, Lance has to read books on the subject matter of our current unit and write book reports on them.  Methinks thats a little drastic.

Fire hydrants.
I was walking down the road, and I noticed a fire hydrant, as well as the fact that the little cap things were connected to chains cemented in the ground, and I was thinking, that must be because people would steal them and run off with the caps.  only, why?  Well, to that, my friends, the answer is simple.  To cunstruct a fire-hydrant-cap golem.

There are senior planks, but what about freshmen pranks?  seriously.  what brings this up is the fact that the other day a group of freshmen stole my english teacher's fish.  it was the freshmen fish heist.  Of course, for all Mr Locks knows, it could have been the seniors.  It just wasn't.

I like the word blarg.  I believe that was my originally proposed subject. :nod:
  • Reading: christine
  • Watching: stargate

this is a quiz. :|

Wed Feb 8, 2006, 7:32 PM
I'm bored, so heres a load of crap:

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"tion. In contrast, in acute infection a vigorous CTL and antibody response"  uh, its a book on plagues. :shrug:

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
can't, my dad's in the way. :|

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I don't remember.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
O_o it is wednesday.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The other computer.  or does that not count?

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I don't remember, probably being in pain.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
the root screen. I don't know what its actually called.

9. What are you wearing?
long black skirt, purple shirt, black cloak :paranoid:

10. Did you dream last night?
maybe, if so it was something wierd that I have since forgotten.

11. When did you last laugh?
mentally or actually laughing physically?

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
shelves of random junk.  most of its my dad's, but only most.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
better question would be, "Seen anything not weierd lately?"

14. What do you think of this quiz?
its a quiz.

15. What is the last film you saw?
I don't remember.  Its been a while.  Probably Serenity.  

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a computer like Fred. :crazy:

17. Tell me something that I don't know:
The Andromeda galaxy containes several large yaks that orbit in asymetrical patterns around the center of it.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
get rid of all the humans.  They're ruining the place.

19. Do you like to dance?
my feet hurt.

20. George Bush:
which one? :|

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
Zephila. :crazy:

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Stan. :paranoid:

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
uh, probably not.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"What, again?  I thought we told you to not even come here this time."

25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal?
methinks pretty much everyone who's going to do it has done it by now.

:crazy:~~meow~~ :crazy:
I hate you all. That is, except for those of you who I do not hate. I am not going to point out who you are. However, if you're here reading this, you're probably not one of them.
  • Reading: that one on ebola
  • Watching: that one about the cat
Firstly, I am not really back.  My abandonation of the internet shall most probably resume within the next few days.

I intend to make it so that the thing on top says 'Deviant ~rahah has 0 new messages' first, though...

Most of you should probably just ignore the following paragraph... *glares around suspiciously*

Something has come to my attention that I doubt I should have to worry about... but I can never be sure.  I do not want people using my deviantions without my express permission.  by that, I mean several things.  Obviously, I do not want people downloading my pictures and claiming them as their own.  Also, using my things for project visuals is not all right, even if a link is included in the bibliography, or whatever, unless you ask me first.  Downloading pictures to your computer for your own veiwing pleasure is of course fine, but people rarely seem to keep it at that.  And of course, et cetera.

I do hope the above never becomes an issure.  :paranoid:

Also, go spam :iconpatitomuerto:.  Her name is Jillian and she goes to my school.  She is also somewhat alone here, and could use the spam.  Seriously, go look at her page.  :faint:

And really, my cat is stoned.  She's acting all crazy and everything. :O

In other news, I like pudding.

ponder the meaning of this...

Thu Jan 5, 2006, 2:36 PM

I don't care any more.

goobye all.  that is not a typo.  

I am abondoning the internet, for an unknown amount of time.  

I am aware than none of you probably care, but I still retain some self-centered hope.


I hate you all. That is, except for those of you who I do not hate. I am not going to point out who you are.


Thu Dec 15, 2005, 8:40 AM
This is a rant....

I am currently taking a programming class in which we are using the language c.  So why the hell won't the teacher allow me to use c?!  He won't let me use scanf and printf, having me use cin and cout.  I wanna use scanf, damn it!

And then dev c++ died, and now I'm feeling pissy.

Just ignoreth me.

On a sidenote, I apparently am what is called a pirate. :|

oh well.

I hate you all. That is, except for those of you who I do not hate. I am not going to point out who you are.
  • Reading: knife of dreams
  • Watching: kill bill v2
A month ago I had another, not very pretty, but rather strange, journal that dA ate.  now, theres this:

(A) First, recommend to me:

1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) Second, ask me three questions--no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Third, copy and paste this in your journal. Find out what people will ask you!


on a sidenote, how does one go about leaving deviantART?
okay.  first off.  the subject is slightly innacurate.  or perhaps entirely.  this journal has nothing to do with moo.  I think.

however.  I have strange information.  I have a yak.

no I don't.

so... moo.

A club that I am a member of even though I still don't know what clubs are: :icondot-molestor: . You must join!!!!! :chainsaw:

Whats the point?

Sat Oct 8, 2005, 12:34 PM
Oh.  Right.

There is no point.  There is no great reason for everything.  The universe simply exists.  Life just happened... whether or not Earth was where it happened of if our roots are on some other planet makes no difference.

The entire point of life is debatable, naturally... It could be that there is no point... or one could say the the point is simply to propegate the species, whatever it may be.  Those are both logical, alhough I personally opt for the second.  However, once every individual has been rendered sterile, what then?  What then?  Why, then every individual would have been renderred sterile and that would be the end of that species/whatever.  That one would have simply failed to fullfill its purplose and so would be obliterated.

And humans, too... In the US and Australia and all those other similar countries, the case is that those genetic failures that according to evolution are supposed to die and not reproduce are kept alive to the point where they even mary and have children... why does it seem like each new generation is stupider than the last?  Because its true.  No simpler answer.

Also, whats the point of mourning?  Whats the point of fearing death?  We're all going to die.  Soon.  Certainly sooner than we tend to think, usually...  and also when someone/thing we care about dies, we get seriously depressed about it, don't we?  But when they die, they're simply dead.  They've expired, in the very same way that we will eventually as well.

There really is no point to anything.

A club that I am a member of even though I still don't know what clubs are: :icondot-molestor: . You must join!!!!! :chainsaw:
  • Listening to: the fruits basket song.
  • Reading: Furuba
  • Watching: Fruba
Leave a comment here and...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.
It is written.

and... meow.  :paranoid:  

A club that I am a member of even though I still don't know what clubs are: :icondot-molestor:.  :D :D  You must join!!!!! :chainsaw: