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A Million Snowflakes

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A Million Snowflakes

A Million Snowflakes A snowflake falls to the ground And slowly disappears Like a metaphor for life We start out full of innocence and hope We are pure of thought But slowly that changes The scars mount up And our confidence slowly dies We are bullied and undermined We don't quite fit in So we dwell in the darkness And our faith is slowly restored Sometimes a snowflake falls on a lake The lake is beautiful It is made of a million snowflakes We eventually realise we are not alone There are millions of outsiders in the world All searching for answers The purity remains in our hearts And gives us strength We are beautiful like the lake Made fr

Ashes

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Ashes

Falling footsteps masked by the powdered poison that burns my skin. My breath becomes labored as the frozen air shreds my lungs. My eyes become blurred as hot tears burn holes into my irises. Panic courses through me quicker than my heart can pump blood. So much falling around me. My lungs are torn as an empty scream lurches from my stomach. Burning memories dancing with the blinding white powder. Crashing down yet there is no sound. Where have they gone? Bare feet are pummeled by the merciless ground. Drenched clothes cling to my pale skin desperately. So warm as the frost leeches into my skin. Swirling orange accented by pure wh

Angel of Death

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Angel of Death

Angel of Death The angel of death is waiting for the lost souls She plays beautiful music on her violin To enchant these troubled spirits It will guide them to the other side From earth into heaven The angels are at the gates of heaven They are ready to greet them For some the journey has been long and painful Death may have have been a release These are the lost souls Who suffered on earth They hear the beautiful music And feel safe and secure They have finally found eternal peace Your time will come soon Let the music guide you And you will find your way into heaven

Falling Away From Me

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Falling Away From Me

Is it even possible? Can I run even deeper? To hide myself inside myself Your voice is calling me outside I'm stuck twisted and crawling My heart is falling for all to see My heart is falling away from me Did you ever see me for who I am? or did you stick an image in your head? What did you have in mind for me? Who did you want me to be? There can't be any hope for me now I've fallen away from your image I'm starting to see That this wasn't about you and me I just wanted to be free while your sinking your hooks deeper Pulling me up slowly to your pedestal Now everybody can see my heart Falling away from me For all to see Your falling away fro

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature
  • Aug 8
  • United States
  • Deviant for 8 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
" I have never thought of writing for reputation or honor. What I have in my heart must come out, that is why I compose. " ~Ludwig Van Beethoven

I am many things to many different people, just as we all are...
I am mother,
I am daughter,
I am sister,
I am servant,
I am master,
I am whore,
I am lover,
I am friend,
I am angel,
I am hell spawn,
I am light,
I am darkness,
I am passionate,
I am intense,
I am self- mutilation.....
My DA is dedicated to improving my skills, reaching people, Hopefully drawing emotion out of them in vivid colors, maybe even have my words leave a tiny imprint in the memory of the people who do take the time to read my work. So thank you for taking an interest. Welcome to my gallery, the window to a slightly twisted mind. I hope you enjoy your time amongst the galleries that are all just small pieces of me.

Favourite Visual Artist
either amy or nene brown. Also gieger. many of my talented friends
Favourite Movies
trainspotting, robzombie flicks, john waters films, harry potter
Favourite TV Shows
If I ever watch tv at all it would be Sons of Anarchy and American Horror Story
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Maroon 5, Adele, Social Distortion, Skinny Puppy, Nickelback, Genitorturers... Actually way too many that i love to list.
Favourite Books
i love all dif kinds of books. i love to read
Favourite Writers
anne rice, p.c cast,robin cook, shakespeare
Favourite Games
don't play any, unless you count spider solitaire
Favourite Gaming Platform
na
Tools of the Trade
pen & paper.
Other Interests
singing, dancing, going to river, spending time with good trusted friends
Click on the information link, and the poem i was trying to post will come up Sorry... Its been so many years since i last wrote at all, let alone posted a déviation, i guess i screwed it up, when posting it from my phone. I no longer have a laptop o... https://www.deviantart.com/ragdoll8877/art/My-Ant-My-Love-My-Heart-838890133

silent but still here

silent but still here

Hello my friends... it's been too long. I'm still here just life got sideways on me. I am trying to repair now all the wreckage the past year became. Luckily I am still here to be able to do so after a very stupid stunt I pulled in Dec.... thankfully I'm no good at suicide. I miss u all n still have art I need to post. Will hopefully do so soon. I do hope all of u r well.

Devious Journal Draft

Devious Journal Draft

I am officially an artist! This painting is the very first painting I've sold. The person saw it and ASKED me if it was for sale cuz he wanted to buy it!  Was so shocked bit said yes, i'd sell it if he really wanted to buy it.

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BioteknosProfessional General Artist
Hello!:la:  Happy birthday! :hug:
LadyLuckFaceProfessional Writer
hey there just wondering how you have been...you've been on my mind lately and just thought I would drop you a few lines
RagDoll8877Hobbyist Writer
I am doing well. I have almost 6 months clean now and am the house manager at the transitional living house i live at. How are you doing these days?
LadyLuckFaceProfessional Writer
That's awesome honey I just got your post I'm VERY happy for you
literature folder of  dark blood gothic is full 
LadyLuckFaceProfessional Writer
hey there its been awhile how have you been sweetie???
RagDoll8877Hobbyist Writer
I am. Still breathing....which i assume means i still have a pupose in life. Lol. Glad to know u r doing so well. N congrats on all the good things going on for you n your family.