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:iconradioactiverays:RadioactiveRays posted a status
I want people to know my half of the story.... im sick and tired on levi always wanting to kill himself... when i tried to convince him like ive done so many times this time he told me to fuck off, and I snapped. Its my fault if he kills himself i wont try to deny it, but hes one of the nicest people i ever met.... and if he doesnt kill himself, im probally not gonna wanna be his friend still cause he got people to hate me.... everyone is probally gonna hate me after this.... but i dont think anyone would understand... im more sensative then i seem.... i just dont want him to hurt my sister! If he kills himself im always gonna be guilty! Everyone will probally hate me... im just stupid... like my dad says.... l i k e  e v e r y o n e  w i l l  s a y.... im the worst, go ahead and hate me all you want! I deserve it!

~Stray

P.s. im sorry levi... im sorry everyone....

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:iconskyracinghero717:
Skyracinghero717 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*Hugs You* Poop You T-T
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug:
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:iconskyracinghero717:
Skyracinghero717 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
X333
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:icontopgun470:
Topgun470 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Honestly, Levi pulls this so much, that I know that he does it for attention. Like the boy who cried wolf. He pulls this suicide crap so much, that we all know that he's lying
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:iconilikecereal449:
ilikecereal449 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
There's a difference between lying and changing my mind.
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:icontopgun470:
Topgun470 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know. There's a problem though. You say you want to die so much that it has gotten very repetitive
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:iconilikecereal449:
ilikecereal449 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know, I've read the book. I can't help it.
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:icontopgun470:
Topgun470 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
But you have such a good life. You wanting to end that is stupid.
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:iconilikecereal449:
ilikecereal449 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah, a good night's sleep helped clear my mind.
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:icontopgun470:
Topgun470 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ok
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Yea.... ^^;
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:icontopgun470:
Topgun470 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
It's a sad truth but honestly, Levi is too big of a wuss to do it. And he uses suicide as a guilt trip. Him saying you "pushed him to the limit" is just him saying that he wants to "kill himself unless he is forgiven"
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't want to be his friend anymore, she's been kinda mean :I
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:icontopgun470:
Topgun470 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Do what you want
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DryBonesGirl1 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Professional General Artist
But I will admit, I do not want him to kill himself.  But he's been indeed rude for the past... I don't even know.   And he did say stuff that hurt my feelings too.
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DryBonesGirl1 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Professional General Artist
I Don't hate you, in fact you're one of my best friends on here.   He's always saying that crap. 
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:tighthug: he hasnt been the nicest to me for a while either, im not sure why :(
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:icondrybonesgirl1:
DryBonesGirl1 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Professional General Artist
I still don't want him to kill himself, but he needs to stop.    Oh but I guess "I don't know enough" to say what I can.
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Im with you
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DryBonesGirl1 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Professional General Artist
Hug 
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RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Someone called me a bitch on levi's status post .3. So I got on my other account and told her not to call 13 year olds bitches cause it aint nice xD
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DryBonesGirl1 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Professional General Artist
I Don't like cursing, but.... YOU TOLD THEM !!!  xD
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
XD im sorry, I usally dont curse, im just trying to keep the mood happy xD oh, and it turns out that person who called me the b word is actually a boy, oops o.o
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mufifins Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
its frustrating, i understand q w q its hard to understand, depression and bi polar are very hard to understand, especially to people who don't experience the same things,
its not your fault
we all have our breaking points, we all have things we wish we could've done differently,

when people are at this stage, they don't think rationally, they can lash out at anyone without really meaning to. 
I don't want to assume anything about his mental state during these times but it's not your fault, remember that q w q /

im not gonna hate you, we're all humans owq /
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RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:tighthug:
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:icongreenflme912:
Greenflme912 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't put yourself down. He was being an ass, and you reacted. I wouldn't hate you just because someone said you're an evil git. :huggle:
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks :tighthug: you dont know how this means to me
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:icongreenflme912:
Greenflme912 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I will always be here for you! Squish I hope you feel better soon! ^w^
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:iconradioactiverays:
RadioactiveRays Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
If he doesnt kill himself, i totally will xD

(Sorry, trying to lighten up the mood a bit ;v; )
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Greenflme912 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Understandable move : )
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