so my mom wont let me get most things that make me happy anymore, and i missed my chance for like the one thing i rlly wanted that i could get bcuz my chance happened while i was fucking asleep.
like whats even the point anymore. nothing good happens to me like...ever. thats not even an eggageration. in the past 2 months, i got to do one cool thing. thats about it.
my mom guilted me abt the furbys already so i cant even feel good abt those anymore.
theres legit NOTHING for me to feel happy over anymore. i literally do not see a point anymore in doing anything.