I am suddenly in a state of total unfocus and inability to think/decide/choose whatever.
I have not had this level of reaction to anything for months, maybe years! Certainly not for playing games or watching tv, not even for writing down blog ideas or recording energy clearings.
WHAT IS THAT?
There is not even the thought of "I don't want to" or "don't feel like it right now," I'm just not doing it.