I really need to get this off my chest. I had tutoring tonight and my little brother's friends happened to be there too for the same tutor, and they're about thirteen years old and I'm seventeen. We talked to each other while getting tutored, had some laughs, they're cool people. But when I got up to leave, I accidentally said "I love you" to one of them while saying good bye. I felt so awkward and unclean after saying that. I said sorry and he seemed okay with it, but still had a surprised look on his face. I'm just so used to saying it genuinely to my family or jokingly with my friends that it just came out. I really hope that he isn't still freaked out by it cuz I still feel really sick to my stomach for it.