uhhhhhh feel free to ignore this if you want it's just me venting/rambling sorry
I honestly wish I was better at focusing, I've got a bunch of homework for my Shakespeare class overdue and two or three things to draw that I promised people and a bunch of stuff I want to draw but no matter how much I say I'm going to do it I always end up distracted or side tracked.
It's always a case of me planning to do something, like draw, but then getting an idea to draw that isn't what I'm supposed to do, or I say I'll work on my missing assignments starting at 2:30 and then I look at the clock and it's 2:42 so I think "Oh, I should wait till it's 2:45 or 3:00." And I know it's probably a time management issue more than anything else, and that I should just sit down and get it done and over with but then I still get sidetracked. And I can't really separate myself from my computer while working on the assignments because they're online. I've tried rewarding myself like "if I get X done I can have Y cookies" but then I eat the cookies anyway because they're mine and I want them and I cant get anything done to be able to get one.
Idk, it's a weird thing where I probably get why this is happening subconsciously but I'm an idiot about it and can't really figure it out.