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The fact that I don't know the date for my surgery makes me even more anxious and nervous about it : ^ )

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PhantomMangle1 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Remember to breathe and you'll do fine Two Thumbs Up 
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R0BUTT Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Student Digital Artist
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dexbeau Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Good luck Otto! :'0
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R0BUTT Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
thank uuuu
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Spirutts Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
surgery???
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Spirutts Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
OH I REMEMBER THAT ; O ; why dont you know the date are they still figuring it out
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R0BUTT Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
They will let me know as soon as theyre done with the teeth thing, before then they can't rly set a date : / which makes me very nervous cause now it's fall and it could be at anytime now
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Spirutts Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
aaaa well itll be good and painless, i know 'dont think about it' is bad advice but really pff try and stay distracted when it comes itll be quick and maybe even underwhelming 
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R0BUTT Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
the thing is: it iiiis a big deal and it WILL hurt, for a LONG time!! I'll be hospitalized for a few days and I'll be out of work and school for possibly two weeks, and I'll have trouble eating during that whole time cause I wont be allowed to chew, so there's a bunch of stuff that makes this very hard!!! I'll maybe go into details about what they're ACTUALLY gonna do in a journal later or something
Buuuut the biggest thing is that I'm extremely squeamish and can't deal with horror / illness / body horror etc without fainting, and I've never done any sort of surgery before, so to do something like this is a huge deal for me to accept and come to terms with! I've been NOT thinking about it for a long time, but now fall is here and it's getting very real for me that it's a thing that's gonna happen, so i'm extremely stressed about that rn ; - ; sorry to word poop on you but it's a rly big thing for me hhh 
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Spirutts Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
aaa thats ok you can say how much you want! getting it all out could be good
have you been to hospital before? like stayed over night before, first time it is very scary i feel you but im sure youll get alot of gifts for your recovery and nurses and doctors can be very friendly and understanding and honestly after you get over the first scare of sleeping in a different place it can be slightly interesting and it could be a good rest from work and school im sure when you get out everyone will be glad to see you
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